beelikej: (Default)
2017-12-31 11:59 pm

Go to bed with a book (or at least someone who's read one)



Hello! This is what we used to call the comment-to-be-added-post, also known as "sticky" for 2017.
My journal is not locked and you are most welcome to quietly read all my posts or to comment on any of them at any time. (I especially love responses to my artposts *grins*)
Despite my occasional use of harsh language and posts about sensitive or personal subjects, I chose to not put a teen or adult warning on my journal. I will not censor what I choose to share online. I'm a green left voting atheist woman, hear me roar!

I love lots of old and new fandoms, but these days I am mostly playing at the RPS side in the Supernatural fandom. Wanna see my artwork? Here's my masterlist of artsy fiddling on LJ [on DW]
I'm also a moderator for a couple of fancommunities; there are links in my sidebar if you want to explore:)

To remind myself there is more to life than being online,
I keep my booklist at the top of my LJ. That's ironic, Alanis.
What I'm reading in 2017 )

Happy Reading! ~ J.
What I read in 2016 / 2015 / 2014 / 2013 / 2012 / 2011 / 2010 / 2009 / 2008
My old archive of alphabetized book reviews / Readingcommunity [livejournal.com profile] thej2bee
beelikej: (Felicia)
2017-12-31 11:58 pm
Entry tags:

ART Masterlist

My fandom history: I discovered fandom years ago, through the BBC messageboards about Buffy The Vampire Slayer. Back then I was mostly a lurker, but after reading fanfic in several fandoms for a couple of years, I came out as an artist in the CSI Nick/Greg fandom and made my first icons and wallpapers. It wasn't until I discovered the Supernatural fandom when I really went all out with arts & crafts. This is what happened next...

Masterlist of artsy creations:
2010 )
2011 )
2012 )
2013 )
2014 )
2015 )
2016 )
2017 )

Artwork notes )

J.
beelikej: (Oral Fixation)
2017-07-27 11:57 pm

Bonus transformation Jensen!

Just in case you missed it (or for those who avoid NC-17 artwork;) here's a reminder/bonus of the artpost I made for the SMPC last Sunday: featuring trucker!Jensen & hitchhiker!Jared (also available in my LiveJournal!)

transformationJensen.gif
This is a step by step of Jensen and his hiatusbeard and bandana *grins*. In the NSFW version you can also see what Jared is up to...;)

J.

P.S. If you want G-rated art, check out the banners I made for the SPN_J2_BigBang: Vampire!Jensen & Biker!Jared. [on LJ].
beelikej: (Artwork by me)
2017-07-23 12:41 pm

NSFW (BJ) Sundaymorning artwork for [community profile] smpc

Title: Take You For A Ride
Medium: Paper, Photoshop
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: SPN erotica
ART Rating: NC17
Warning/Enticements: Blowjob, fingering
A/N: Made for [livejournal.com profile] smpc and inspired by Jensen posting a selfie from the car that made me imagine him like a trucker with bonus hitchhiker Jared. *grins*

I've always wanted to make one of those "aesthetic" photosets so I played with the aforementioned selfie, but of course I also fiddled with paper to set the scene;) Hope y'all enjoy these two as much as I did.

I'm only looking for a fantasy, an interlude from reality; don't want nobody tryin' to rescue me )

J.

Want more? Check out my Art Masterlist (just browse the ratings for the naughty pieces;)
beelikej: (Uil)
2017-07-21 10:10 pm

A day at the zoo

Three weeks ago I went on an office outing to Wildlands zoo; it was a day with inspirational lectures and workshops with a bit of free time and food in between:) This zoo in Emmen moved to a new location just over a year ago and parts of it are still not done, but there is a really nice collection of animals and the set up is very promising. The zoo is divided into three continents: Nortica (freezing), Jungola (a jungle with a river) and Serenga (a desert). I made good use of the lunchbreak and walked the desert trail, which was pretty cool.

Before I get to the animals in this picspam, I'm sharing some photos of the journey, starting with parking my bike at the station, mostly because I want to show you our double decker bike racks:)

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Now that you've seen those, let's get on the train to Emmen! )

I'm very curious what the zoo will look like in a couple of years. I might go back to check:) But first I'm planning a trip to fairytale amusementpark The Efteling; going there next week with my darling nephew. So there will be another picspam of that, you have been warned!

Before that there will be an artpost for the SMPC. If you missed my previous artpost, now's the time to catch up: Vampire!Jensen and Biker!Jared for the SPN_J2_BigBang!

J.
beelikej: (BigBang2011)
2017-07-12 07:30 am

ARTpost: SPN_J2_BigBang 2017

I've played in the [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang since 2010; including pinchhits that makes 12 BigBang collaborations! Every year I try to pick a story that offers me something different and even after this many years, authors still manage to surprise me:)
This year I managed to claim a very intriguing vampire story! I chose to illustrate it with papercuttings and watercolours. May I present...

StoryBanner BluesNight DEF600.jpg

Title: Blues in the Night
Author: [livejournal.com profile] oobydooby67 [compo67 on AO3]
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] beelikej
Medium: Papercutting & Watercolours
Pairing: Jensen/Jared | Genre: RPS Vampire AU
Story Rating: NC17 | Wordcount: 33034
ART Rating: G, and contains no spoilers for story!

Summary: The search for a missing elder leads Jensen to Los Angeles, California. It is his responsibility to question contacts and connections about Tyman, who has not been heard from or seen in a year.
Frustrated with the search, Jensen meets a human who claims to have had a casual relationship with Tyman. Jared trades information for two pastrami sandwiches and ten thousand dollars. Unfortunately, after the trade, Jensen is no closer to finding Tyman, and a lot closer to Jared than he ever thought possible.


More Artwork! )

The Making Of )

Credits & Thanks )
Of course this art wouldn't have happened without an inspiring story, so thank you, [livejournal.com profile] oobydooby67 [compo67] for creating pouty Vampire!Jensen and bouncy Biker!Jared:)
Also thanks to Wendy for running the [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang, it's always a memorable event on the SPN fandom calendar!
Last but not least: thank you for stopping by to take a look! (Comments, questions and concrit are all welcome:)

J.


For more of my fanart, check out My masterlist of artsy fiddling:)
beelikej: (Books)
2017-06-20 11:42 pm

Bookmeme and earinfection.

Oh hey, I just realized I hadn't updated y'all about my earinfection yet. You know, the one I mentioned at the end of May? IT'S STILL NOT OVER!
The headcold I had back then fortunately only lasted a week, but it was rough; besides the snot and the barking cough I had an eye-infection and I couldn't open my eyes for two days. (I listened to the soothing voice of Stephen Fry reading me Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban).
Three days into the headcold I went to the doctor's because the earinfection wasn't supposed to last that long, I was told not to worry. She prescribed eardrops and gave the advice to get nosespray as well.
But even after all the other coldstuff was over, my ear still felt stuffed. So off to the doctor I went again. This time I saw my own GP (who had been off schedule on my first visit). She said it would probably take about three more days of eardrops and promised me there would be improvement. There wasn't. Not even after five days. So then I saw doctor number one again and she concluded I had the type of earinfection that would probably last several weeks if not months!! Oh. Thanks for that.
I got a prescription for antibiotics and "sour" eardrops for a week, I had to take a dose of both three times a day. Yesterday I had a check up on that. I'm still deaf, but she told me the ear does look better. I should continue with the eardrops and get back in ten days for a follow up. *sighs*

I'm glad I have the kind of quiet job that I can do while being half deaf, but it is a nuisance. Luckily I have planned my vacation at the end of August, I should be alright by then. RIGHT?

Anyway, the reason I was going to post tonight was to tell you our BB date has been postponed from June 26 to July 12th. Can you handle the suspense? ;-)
But if you are in immediate need to see art of mine and many others, check out the artmasterlist of the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang: HERE!

I also wanted to do the bookmeme I saw in [livejournal.com profile] amberdreams journal. Mmm, books. (Of course my answers are way too long, prepare for babble!)

BOOKMEME! )

And here's a question for you: what book should I add to my bookpile?

Also: I was nearly through my bookpile and I treated myself to a new book, so I updated my readinglist! DW and LJ (there are links to previous booklists too, that should give you an idea of the books I like;)

J.
beelikej: (MMMorgan's Bakery)
2017-06-17 08:43 pm

Our delicious dinner

Yesterday I took my mom out to a fancy dinner. When I lost my job in August 2015, my farewell gift from the company was a dinner coupon. Up until now I just wasn't in the right mindset to use it, there were a lot of hard feelings;) But now that my life has settled again and with a splendid new job and good prospects for the future, I'm finally feeling pretty good again, so it was time to cash in that cheque.

Last night mom and I cycled to De Zoete Inval, a tiny bistro in town, where we wanted to try the 'Proeverijtje', which translates as Little Tastery: a fancy all-you-can-eat in separate courses. You can pick any dish from the menu and you are served a small version of that dish. With each serving, the waiter asks what dish you want next. You can decide your own order, if you want to start with a dessert and finish with soup, that's totally fine and you can also choose a dish more than once.
I managed 13 courses *grins* EVERYTHING WAS SO SCRUMPTIOUS! Below are photos of all the food we gobbled up (my mom managed 12 courses;) with captions in Dutch and English where needed.

Omnomnom )

I think #3 was my favorite. No, wait, #8 or maybe #10? #6 is up on top too. SERIOUSLY. Everything tasted awesome. So many textures and flavours. <3<3<3

It was an awesome evening. <3<3
beelikej: (J2princes)
2017-06-05 09:33 am

Artwork QuickyBang 2017

Oh yes, after I finally finished the MatchMaker Challenge, I grabbed a fic in the regular round of the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang as well and I did all my arting within the timeline of the challenge, woohoo! (Posted a little later due to a pesky ear infection making me all blah the past couple of days) I even managed to sneak in a little bit of papercutting, but I mostly played with photos of these guys' beautiful faces. It was such a joy to try to capture the timeline of this lovely story. May I present:

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Title: Forever is a Lonely Number
Author: [livejournal.com profile] souslelys [AO3: lightinthehall]
Artwork by: [livejournal.com profile] beelikej
Medium: papercutting and Photoshop
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Rating: NC-17 (Art is G;)
Word count: 3286
Summary: Jared ages, but Jensen never does. They stay together. (26!Jensen verse)


Yes, there is papercutting involved! )

SOURCES and BONUS )

Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] souslelys for this wonderful universe, that felt snuggly and sexy and sad, sometimes all at the same time! Very glad you offered it up for a quicky, so I could visualize the pretty.

J.

Want more? My Masterlist of artsy fiddling
beelikej: (Good Luck Harry)
2017-05-29 09:28 pm

Harry Potter in Utrecht!

So before the family get-together on Saturday May 20th (my mom's partner's bday) where my nephew coughed all over me which gave me a week with a sore throat and limited snot which has now developed into an ear-infection and barking cough :( - BEFORE THAT, I went to the Harry Potter Expo in Utrecht with my book-and movie buddy Jelle. Here's a picspam of our adventures on Friday May 19th.

An afternoon at the Harry Potter Expo )

After the expo we went back to Jelle's house for a bit, then walked back to town for dinner (excellent burger) and a movie (The Circle with Emma Watson, to continue our Harry Potter themed day:) before walking to the station where I could grab the train home. I made some photos of cool buildings and stuff during our strolls.

An eveningwalk in Utrecht )

I called in sick today and from the looks of it I'll have to stay at home a bit longer this week. If it was just the snothead, I could manage to go to work , but my ear makes any sound unbearable. Gosh, I feel miserable. This was a fun post to make though. It was a great day:)

J.
beelikej: Detail of Jensen Ackles' face (Dimples of Annoyance)
2017-05-26 09:44 pm

*singsongs* Reminder

Oh hey, hi! Is everybody finaly back from JIBcon and is attention no longer distracted by the SPN season final? Then I'd like to point your fandomfaces in the direction of my art that I posted while everyone was busy with other things *grins*

SLEEPING BEAUTY on Livejournal and also SLEEPING BEAUTY on Dreamwidth

(Same posts; both have link to the cool fic I created the banner for)


J.

P.S. the dimples of annoyance are the only thing that are left of the original passive aggresive post I had planned :-p I'm learning, okay.
beelikej: (Artwork by me)
2017-05-18 11:47 pm

Artwork Quicky_Bang MatchMaker Challenge 2017-1

As the moderator of the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang I keep an eye on all the fics that are offered up for a Quicky and thus the ones that are eventually archived for the MatchMaker Challenge. Of course, to play fair, I always make a blind selection for my own match. But when this fic was still available for the latest round of MatchMakers, I just had to grab it for myself. I wanted to make a banner to visualize all the dark, brooding feelings this story gave me...

I took a little longer than planned, but I'm happy to finally present my banner and to promote this wonderfully tense story:



Title: Sleeping Beauty
Author: [livejournal.com profile] theyrebrothers[AO3: buttheyrebrothers]
Artwork by: [livejournal.com profile] beelikej
Medium: papercutting and Photoshop
Characters: Jensen, Jared
Rating: NC-17 (I'd say art is PG-13;)
Word count: 2603
Enticements/Warnings: dubious consent, gunplay, dirty talk
Summary: Only mistake he ever made in twenty years and now it’s back to haunt him.

More bannerversions )
Making of )
SOURCES )

Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] theyrebrothers, for letting me play with your story and for your patience when I needed time to fight an artblock.
Now, everyone go read the story!

(But if you could comment on my art too, that would be awesome;)

J.

Want more? My Masterlist of artsy fiddling
beelikej: (Hanging Joseph)
2017-05-01 09:12 pm

Of workouts, picspams and quickies

Quick post to report that I did do the ABS work-out I told y'all about yesterday: five exercises in five minutes. Some minutes seems longer than others *grins* but it was a good start I think: plenty of room for improvement, hehehe. In order to keep track of time I used the sound of an app I have for a seven minute work-out, that counts down a minute for every exercise by clicking every second, with a few beeps in between to get ready for the next one.

For anyone who prefers my travel picspams to exercise talk; I posted photos of my trip to Amsterdam from last weekend in my photoblog! It features tulips and a walk through the Baarsjes neighbourhood which has some really cool buildings:)

Last but not least I'd like to promote the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang again to all you artists out there: there are excellent fics on offer! We welcome all artforms, from sketches to banners in any medium, go and grab a short story to play with! (or share the link to spread the news;)
beelikej: SPN behind the scenes S7Ep5 (Work Out Jared)
2017-04-30 07:48 pm

28 Days ABS Work Out: Week 1

I have so many things I want to post about (SKAM! and also travelplans and signing up for a cartography course), but I'm still arting for the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang MatchMaker Challenge and I am recovering from yet another shoulder injury, so I have to limit my typingtime. I've been postponing work-outs due to procrastination, but have managed to get going again this weekend, so I'm finally going to go for that ABS challenge I had planned a month ago.

Tomorrow I will start with week 1 of the Cosmo ABS Work-Out:
5 x 1 minute exercises behind the cut! )

If you want to join me, or want cheering on for another daily duty you set yourself, let me know!

J.

P.S. Speaking of the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang; there are some very awesome short fics waiting for ARTISTS: Grab a fic to art for HERE!
beelikej: (AmyAdamsHands)
2017-04-17 09:35 pm

NOT a work-out post!

Ugh, I've never had to postpone an art deadline before and it took me some deep breaths to inform the author I claimed in the QBMM, but my muse just didn't cooperate the past few days (weeks?) and this story really deserves my best effort. I'd rather bend (my own) rules than deliver artwork I'm not happy about. Fandom is supposed to be fun, dangit!

My brain is occupied with the whole LiveJournal exodus and also lots of real life planning. I'm considering doing a course in the autumn that requires a change in workhours, I have an evaluation coming up (I'm not too worried about that, but those always make you wonder about your abilities, right?) and I've taken a decision for a different kind of summervacation (which is more stressful than it should be;)

Definitely not all bad things, but all steps out of my comfort zone that mess with my creativity.

okay, a little bit of work-out chatting;) )

Ehm, let's see, what else. Oh, right: finished two books last week (2!!!) so my bookpile is slinking slowly but surely. \o/

Now that I'm posting from Dreamwidth, I am working on backing up my LJ Scrapbook (that has over 6500 pictures in it!) and am giving priority to my artposts. I found an add-on for Firefox that sort of automatically downloads all the images per post ("DownThemAll"). Once that's done I'll make new folders at Photobucket, so I can adjust the image links when needed in the future. Brotherdearest heard about the issue and being an IT nerd, he immediately started writing a code to easily (re)name all the image files. (Will let you know if he comes up with something that can benefit other LJ movers:) Needless to say, I'm at least clinging to LJ until all my images are safely backed-up!

I'm trying to keep up with both my LJ-flist and my DW-circle, but have yet to find time and brainspace to respond to all posts. I'm not ignoring anyone, I welcome all old and new friends on any platform, but I may just be lurking for a bit until I get my brain and body back in order.

Last but not least: my LJ statistics!

Gosh, we've spend a lot of time here, huh? I saw some of you have even been around longer than I have! And yes, newbies, I saw you too;) *smishes you all*

J.
beelikej: SPN behind the scenes S7Ep5 (Work Out Jared)
2017-04-11 07:51 pm

Age of Pandora - Chapter 60/60!

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Yes! My last day in Pandora has arrived, woohoo:) A little longer than the 60 days I thought I was starting on February 1st, but what a ride it has been. I love that I could do this work-out challenge in the privacy of my own home, at my own time (although the latter was sometimes a struggle;) and with the support of my fandomfriends through Twitter(chat) and LiveJournal. *smishes y'all*
I won't tell you how the RPG/story ends, but I will show you my bad ass certificate after my short review of the final chapter...

Chapter 60! (spoilers for exercises and story) )
Yeah, you bet I printed that certificate \o/

What's next? I'm going to give myself a work-out break tomorrow and then I'm back to daily standing abs until I decide what challenge to do next. Who's with me?

J.

P.S. If you've added me to your Dreamwidth circle, but you have a new name, please introduce yourself, so I know who's stalking me? I'm BeeLikeJ on every social network I'm on.
beelikej: (Doodle purple)
2017-04-10 11:00 pm

Age of Pandora - Chapter 59/60

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Not a bad workday, considering I stayed up until 01:30 to watch the Stage It LIVESTREAM of the J2 panel at the SPN Convention in Seatle last night:) WORTH IT!

When I got home this afternoon I had meant to do my work-out right away, after I peeled the potatoes. Unfortunately I got a little lost on the internet for a while before I started dinner preparations, but around seven I finally put the potatoes on and was ready to do the penultimate chapter of the Age of Pandora...

Chapter 59 (spoilers for exercises and story plus bonus doodles) )

TOMORROW'S THE FINAL DAY IN PANDORA, EXCITING!


J.

P.S. Calling all SPN/RPF artists and authors for a new round of the [livejournal.com profile] quicky_bang!
Submit your short fic to the claimpost to lure an artist into creating some art for it:)
beelikej: (Forget Love)
2017-04-09 10:44 pm

Fangirl weekend with Chocolate and Cotton Candy!

Last week [personal profile] tanni came over from Belgium for an old fashioned fangirl weekend, we hadn't seen each other in ages! (We met each other in the Nick/Greg corner of the CSI fandom back in 2005 and I followed her into bandom, the Harry Potter Marauders fandom and other more obscure fandoms, heehee (Hornblower, anyone?). We're also book buddies;)

We met up on Friday; I cycled to the station straight from work at 12:30 just when T got off the train. Then she got on the bus to my house while I cycled home. After catching up during an extensive lunch (freshly baked croissants!), we went up to my attic to start one of many marathons on my big screen: the final season of Please Like Me. After dinner we also figured out where to continue with Orphan Black (S3Ep3) and watched a classic CSI episode (S8Ep11: Bull).

On Saturday we had a luxurious breakfast with crossbuns I brought from London, nom! We watched the last two episodes of Please Like Me, continued with S3 of Orphan Black and mixed that up with Galavant to lighten the mood:) An excellent mix of awesome.
In between we did a couple of food experiments: after lunch we made Extreme Triple Chocolate Nests (see Dan & Phil video below) and after dinner we played with my cotton candy machine. Such fun!



And this is how we made them )

We also played with my cotton candy machine! )

On Sunday we finished Orphan Black S3 and ended our get-together with Galavant up to the introduction of Tad Cooper. (I promised T. I'd send her the rest of the season;) It was a wonderful weekend <3

Now I'm gonna get ready to watch the J2 Panel at the SPN Seatle convention on Stage It. EXCITED!

J.

P.S. I'm experimenting with image-archives; for this post I used my old PhotoBucket. Djeez, I don't remember it having so many ads and pop-ups! But Flickr doesn't support posting multiple images, and I don't know other services. All suggestions are welcome!
beelikej: SPN behind the scenes S7Ep5 (Work Out Jared)
2017-04-09 08:54 pm

Age of Pandora - Chapter 58/60

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Haha, already forgot what I told myself yesterday and procrastinated all through the day until I could finally drag myself away from the computer for what turned out to be a very short work-out. Oh, why didn't I do it right away this morning, I'll never learn. *rolls eyes at self*

Chapter 58 (spoilers for exercises and story) )

TWO DAYS LEFT! WILL I BE ABLE TO SAVE PANDORA? Stay tuned;)

J.