beelikej: (Jensen/JDM)
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The Age of Pandora days are getting a bit blurry, as we reached a chapter that took several days to complete, so from now on I'll refer to the chapter instead of the amount of days. So much for a "60 Day Challenge"... *huffs*
Behind the cut are all the work-outs I did in the past week. I also included a Jeff/Jensen treat at the end, because why not.

CHAPTERS 38-43 (spoilers for exercises and story) )

I'm gonna pack for my trip to London now. Hope to be able to do the work-outs on the ferry and in my hotel, but I'll also be doing a lot of walking through town, so I'll get enough exercise in between theatre visits and soaking in bubble baths :-p

Will tell y'all all about it when I get back! *waves*

beelikej: (JDM-hands)
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Spent my Friday afternoon off doing groceries, making myself a luxurious lunch (I bought bagels to heat up in my oven and I had one with cream cheese and one with smoked chicken and IT WAS SUCH A GOOD WAY OF STARTING MY WEEKEND \o/) and catching up online.
Had planned to do some good old fashioned CSI screencapping, but my stupid PC refused to play the DVDs, so I ended up watching Jeffrey Dean Morgan on Live with Kelly on You Tube instead.

He was co-hosting two days this week, I'm saving yesterday's episode for tomorrow;)

Oh, I also did the Work-Out thing *grins*
Review Chapter 10, Preview Chapter 11 (Spoilers for exercises) )


It's convention weekend and one of us is actually going to Vegas, so we'll all be pretty distracted from living vicariously, [ profile] sleepypercy! But unlike you we will have no excuse to skip anything, we'll think of you while traveling on through Pandora, right [ profile] somersault_j, [ profile] whiskygalore, [ profile] sinfulslasher, [ profile] tabaqui, [ profile] shouwa and [ profile] lotrspnfangirl?

My personal Age of Pandora video playlist / Age of Pandora at Darebee website / Modification examples
Work-Out Sets (go to bottom of page to filter preferences / Video Exercises!) / WARM UP!!

beelikej: (JDM-hands)
So on Wednesday I had a job-interview for a possible promotion; I've only been working here since March and had even surprised myself by applying for a senior-position:) Getting invited for an interview was already a boost to my confidence (not that I needed that *grins*). I had a great talk with the supervisor and projectleader and after that I had to answer questions about potential on-the-job situations with two other supervisors. I enjoyed all of this a lot and felt that I really got to present myself exactly as I am.
I was not surprised I didn't get the job and I honestly don't feel bad about it at all, since the whole process was already fun to go through and a great opportunity to let management be aware that I'm ready for more:) On with my regular job which I already love so much!

Today I'm busy with preparations for my family's Sinterklaas celebrations. If you're curious how we celebrated this Dutch holiday in previous years check my Sinterklaas tag for picspams of arts & crafts and family-fun:)

Heehee, I was squeeing so hard when I heard Jeffrey Dean Morgan say he will be celebrating Sinterklaas too, in his hometown of Rhinebeck, NY, I even forgave him for thinking it's a Swedish holiday;) *ruffles his hair* (He should have read the Hudson Valley website on the subject:)
Jeff talked about this and HIS WHOLE fanfiction perfect LIFE in his radio interview with -ugh- Howard Stern, in which he was a complete gentleman, even though HS had some very gringeworthy and sexist questions. There are some audio-clips here. (If you're interested in the full 55 minute interview, let me know, I have audio of the whole radioshow and I'm working on extracting just the JDM part:)
Another awesome JDM fangirling opportunity: last week he co-hosted Live with Kelly and he was dorky and charming and giggly and UNF: sit down for this 40 minutes video (also with Tim Daly <3 and Diego Luna, they are all such dads:)

After all the Sinterklaas fun, I'll make a presentation post of all the awesome [ profile] quicky_bang artwork from round 2. Then I'll work on my Xmas/New Year's cards (If you want one, leave your address here before next weekend!) and then AND THEN..., THEN it's time for my collaboration with [ profile] sinfulslasher for [ profile] spn_reversebang. She already sent me a fic set up inspired by my prompt and I AM SO GIDDY ABOUT THIS \o/


P.S. If you missed my latest art-project: I made papercut sextoys!
beelikej: (CinemaChallenge)
For every art-challenge I participate in, I set myself a new goal. After doing a lot of papercutting and a bit of watercolour painting for previous projects, I wanted to get back to digital design. So for this edition of [ profile] spn_cinema I played in Photoshop again. \o/

I tried some new techniques and the visuals came pretty close to what I had in mind, even if I strayed from my original plan of manipulating scenes. I also included more text than I initially planned because I’m just so fond of the film's script; a couple of conversations hit me right in the feels and I simply had to add those words to emphasize (or possibly clarify) the images.

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LA, 1968. Jeff is a college professor who recently lost his partner, Jensen, in a car accident. As he goes about his daily routine, his encounters with an old friend (Danneel) and a young student (Jared) lead him to reconsider whether life is worth living without Jensen.

Title: Just Get Through The Goddamn Day
Artist: [ profile] beelikej
Movie Prompt: A Single Man
Pairing: Jeff/Jensen (past), Jeff/Danneel (past), Jeff/Jared (potential)
Rating: PG
Media: Digital Graphic Design (Photoshop)
Notes: The film is set in the early sixties but I ended up with a look that's closer to the end of that era because I felt Jeff’s appearance fit that time better *grins*. There’s an even greater age difference in the film, I adjusted the ages to suit my fandom favorites, but Danneel is closer to Jeff's age here.

For the first time in my life I can't see my future. Every day goes by in a haze, but today I have decided will be different. )

Babbling and Sources )

I didn't add a making off, but I can do one if anyone is interested in Photoshop masks and filters.
Comments are always welcome, whether it’s concrit or simply a smile :)

beelikej: (Cupcake)
You're probably asleep already, but wrapping up these presents took a little longer than planned. Hope you had a marvelous birthday, [ profile] somersault_j!
Hartelijk gefeliciteerd,
here is some Jeff/Jensen and a bit of Jared;)
*twirls you* Enjoy!


Jeff/Jensen FICREC:
Boy Built for Trouble by [ profile] errant_jane: 2600 words of daddy kink with a side of dirty talk and barebacking...

and two pretty pictures... )
beelikej: (Bamboozle)
My new job is still cool; I cycle to work with a smile on my face every day. I also love that even though it's a full time job I have Friday afternoons off, so every weekend feels like a long weekend and I get so much stuff done!

I'm currently working on another piece of art for the [ profile] quicky_bang MatchMaker challenge. Sketching is done, I will be playing with watercolours next... So no papercutting like in my most recent artpost;)

Thanks to organizing this challenge I've discovered so many cool new artists. Check out the artwork tag in the community. Feel inspired? You can still join until August 5 to receive a short story to art for: SIGN UP! *pokes all artists on my flist*

I'm also planning on doing [ profile] spn_cinema; round 7 will start on August 6 and I have a perfect film in mind for my favorites to star in. It is rather sad, but as a smart woman said: sad is happy for deep people :-p

If you follow me on Twitter you know I'm still doing daily Work-Outs. For anyone who is interested in joining our support group; we're also doing check ins on LiveJournal and next week we're starting an awesome new 60 Days Challenge, called Hero's Journey. It's suitable for beginners and you can read all about it in [ profile] somersault_j's post here!

Last but not least: this morning I heard rumours about it, and this evening I found out it's true: JEFFREY DEAN MORGAN SHAVED HIS BEARD OFF. I'm all giddy about it. Below are the photos I found. *wibbles*

Look at that jaw AND THOSE DIMPLES in their full glory )

So. How was your day?
beelikej: (JDM2015)
While I'm preparing to post my second set of silly artworks for Meant to Be, I want to share my squee over some real art. The awesome [ profile] quickreaver made me an gorgeous portrait of Jeffrey Dean Morgan and IT IS SO BEAUTIFUL. LOOK:

Sit down before clicking, seriously )

His curly hair with the sexy strings of gray, his friggin' eyelashes *swoons*, those dimples that are always there, even when he is not smiling. I LOVE HIS PENSIVE EXPRESSION. The three layers of clothing with the open Henley (yes, I see you, peeking chesthair) Also also: that little curl of hair in his neck. *flails*

I have a glorious high resolution version that I'm gonna print for my wall and stare at all day. (It will be in my guestroom, in case anyone wants to come over;)

beelikej: (JDM-hands)

Woah, 50 \o/ Happy Birthday, you sexy beast. *paws*
Let's celebrate by drooling all over you )

If anyone wants to add to this picspam in the comments, be my guest:)

More paper Jeff and cake here:) (RB2012)
beelikej: (JDM-hands)
Oh my goodness *sniffs self*. I discovered an old bottle of soap in my bathroom and it IS SO DELICIOUS! The scent gives me all kinds of feelings; you know, the kind you get after reading a really good fic? Bliss. (I'm also testing a set of samples from Deep Midnight perfumes, will post about that later:)
Speaking of good fic: I grabbed myself one in the [ profile] quicky_bang to illustrate! If you are an artist or know artists looking for inspiration, head on over for all sorts of awesome stories to make art for (so many visuals to choose from!)

Before I'll continue arting, I have a couple of old photos from my latest trip to Amsterdam to share and also this:

My screensaver is a slideshow of my J3 pic-archive and when these two showed up after each other, I just had to combine them for obvious reasons *chinhands* (Credits: JDM - Sam Comen 2010 for Maxim, I could not find an original source or date for young Jensen in his Superman shirt)

Anyway, here are photos from my bicycle and Amsterdam )
beelikej: (Uil)
*bounces* I had TWO of my requests in the Spring 2016 round of [ profile] spn_masquerade filled!
I got glorious J3 art made by [ profile] dephigravity for my prompt of fanboys Jensen and Jared ending up in their idol JDM's hotelroom: Fan Service So very NC-17 and NSFW \o/

I also received a PWP fic: How to Manage a Skittish Jensen by [ profile] loracine, based on The anal hook always makes Jensen tense up, but having the privilege of suckling on Jared's cock offers comfort and distraction. J2 | NC-17 | 1181 words | D/s anal play *shivers with delight*

To recommend another fic that rocked my world, I made fanart myself:) Because this Jeff/Jared story has been on my mind ever since I read it in last year's Masquerade; it's such a cute pairing. In the mean time [ profile] keep_waking_up wrote an equally adorable and hot sequel, that you should read next.
Be aware: despite the look of the art this is NOT an innocent G-rated kids' story! Pay attention to the enticements/warnings;) No bestiality though, if you were wondering about that. *grins*

Title: The Fluff Hunter
Author: [ profile] keep_waking_up
Pairing: JDM/Jared
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 4,993
Enticements/Warnings: crack, werecreatures, slight dub-con, self lubrication, age difference
Summary: Jeff thinks the hunt's gonna be a simple one. He doesn’t expect to run into a lion ‘were searching for his mate.
Sequel: Sheepehs, Clouds, Puffs, and Fluffs

A short making off )

Now, go check out all the goodies above and leave some love to [ profile] dephigravity, [ profile] loracine and [ profile] keep_waking_up!! I adore them all. *smishes*.

beelikej: (ReverseBang!)
After taking a break from last year's edition, I'm back to joining the [ profile] spn_reversebang! As before my main goal was to lure a fellow JDM lover into writing a story to go with my art. (In a Reverse Bang artists make fan-art which is posted anonymously for authors to choose as inspiration for fanfiction.)
That mission is almost accomplished, because there will be a Jeff/Jensen fic soon. It's taking a little more time than planned, but I simply couldn't wait any longer to show you what I made.
Mission accomplished!! May I present to you:

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Fic Title: Within My Reach
Author: [ profile] sasha_dragon
Artist: [ profile] beelikej
Medium: Paper & Photoshop!
Fandom/Genre: Supernatural/RPS AU
Pairing(s): Jensen Ackles/Jeffrey Dean Morgan
Rating: PG-13 (Art & Story;)
Word Count: 18500
Summary: For Jeff life as an Evolutionary Enhanced isn't easy. For a start there's the prejudice he faces daily, along with a constant struggle to find clothes that will fit over his tentacles. But these difficulties pale into insignificance when Jeff is faced with trying to woo the man of his dreams.


How it was made )
Sources & Credit )

Thank you, [ profile] sasha_dragon for taking a step into the JDM side of our fandom and offering a very interesting take on the tentacle-trope.

Also thanks to my fellow artists [ profile] sillie82 and [ profile] bflyw for the handholding behind the scenes. And as always a big thank you to everyone stopping by to take a look:)


If you can't get enough of my silly fiddling, check out my updated Masterlist of artsy creations;)
beelikej: (JDM2015)
I think I finally finished that paperportrait auctioncommission. (From previous experience I'm sure there will be some last minute fiddling after a good night's sleep *g*). Won't share the result until the recipient has seen it, which depends on how fast the postal service is after I manage to let it go send it off. There will be a making of picspam!
Until then, here's a bit of JDM. Did I ever mention how much I love the way he talks? I also really like that as a contrast to that deep voice, he has the cutest giggle. Listen!
Warning: if your name is Lucille, you may melt. :-p

Jeffrey Dean Morgan is really fucking excited to play Negan on The Walking Dead. EW interview via Soundcloud:

Link to article/written transcript
beelikej: (Hungry Jeff)
So I caught up with The Good Wife. Still not sure whether Jeff's character is to be trusted, but he sure is a charmer. Here he is wearing a snuggly hoodie coat thing on top of a V-neck. I'm putting it behind a cut for safety reasons. You have been warned. Have a drool bucket ready and sit down before swooning.

Also: dimples. )
beelikej: (JDM-hands)
I know, I know, y'all are squeeing about that J2 candlelight video, but ever since [ profile] cherie_morte tortured me on Twitter with this gif, my brain is mush and I can't do nothing but watch it on a loop and I'm gonna share this burden with you: Jeffrey Dean Morgan being adorable (with a hint of creepy stalker) in The Good Wife.

Source: exeptionalmoment (Never have I seen a more appropriately named Tumblr:)
beelikej: (CinemaChallenge)
For this year's edition of [ profile] spn_cinema I picked the first film I ever saw in the cinema: Grease! An ode to the fifties yet definitely a timeless musical. Back in 1978 I had no idea how dirty the lyrics were, I just phonetically sang along;) It's still one of my favorite films. To keep with the tradition of actors who were too old to play highschoolstudents, I ignored the actual age difference between Jeff & Jensen and I also included a Chevy Impala, which hadn't even been born in this era. It's an Alternate Universe after all. :-p

Title: You're The One That I Want
Medium: Photoshop, marker and papercuttings
Film: Grease (1978)
Pairing: Jensen/JDM
Rating: G(!)
Concept: Highschool AU. Bad boy Jeff falls in love with young, clean cut Jensen; they struggle with their romance amongst social expectations and high school politics.
Note: Made for 2015 edition of [ profile] spn_cinema and dedicated to [ profile] tmn1966: happy birthday, T.! The Ohio numberplate of the Impala is especially for you;)

In the art-section below you'll find manips, collages and more papercutting. I was inspired to put young Jeffrey Dean Morgan in the role of John Travolta (Danny) after seeing screenshots of Jeff in his first film Uncaged; he was such a bad boy in that. For his love interest I of course had to cast Jensen Ackles, because I adore the two of them together. :-p
My imagination went wilder than I was able to capture in art, but I did hint at my ideas (Jeff and his friends Danneel and Hillarie call themselves the J-birds; Jensen is an athlete and hangs with the Padalecki Posse...see if you can spot Jared and Chad in supporting parts)


I love comments, no matter how short or long, feel free to point out mistakes or ask for clarification:)


My masterlist of artsy fiddling
beelikej: (JDM/Jensen)
Oh my. I was going through the [ profile] spn_masquerade fills and stumbled upon a story that has everything I didn't know I needed. As much as I love control-issues in D/s fic, especially in combination with sex, I always long for aftercare or at least a peek at the couple's regular life and interaction. This fic gives exactly that and a subdrop on top of it:

Catch Me When I Fall
by Anonymous* [ profile] kiltsocks
JDM/Jensen | R/NC17 | Genre: D/s | ~5000 words
Summary: sub!Jensen comes home to Dom!Jeff after a bad day at work but instead of comfort he requests punishment, going into the scene in the wrong headspace, already fragile, and halfway through drops hard. He can't stop sobbing and apologising for totally the wrong thing; for being useless and worthless and not good enough...
It's up to JDM to stop the scene and pull him back.

*If and when the author decides to reveal themselves, I will add their name. More of their Masquerade fills can be found here! If they happen to be on my flist: know that I love you very VERY much for writing this. <3

The story can also be read on A03 now
beelikej: (Hungry Jeff)
For several reasons I put myself on an artstop until September. This means I am still in the preparation stages of my entry for the [ profile] spn_cinema, so that won't be up until later this month. That's also because I wanted to give priority to this already belated birthday present for [ profile] ashtraythief who surprised me last week with a glorious timestamp for our 2013 RB collab. I created a scene based on a throw-away line in the story, so no spoilers;) The artset begins with a making of before the final reveal.

Titel: It's A Start
Author: [ profile] ashtraythief
Artist: [ profile] beelikej
Rating: NC-17 (story & art:)
Words: 5,700
Summary: Jeff is just looking for a one night stand. Instead, he finds Jensen.
Notes: A prequel for our 2013 [ profile] spn_reversebang collaboration Hungry. This is the beginning of Jeff’s and Jensen’s relationship, so no prior knowledge required.

Medium: It's mostly papercutting art, but I also experimented with an old set of stained-glass paint I found in the back of my arts & crafts closet. I promise the result is a little neater than the text below. :-p

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Jeff/Jensen ARTWORK - nsfw )

Comments of all kind are welcome! Go read the story!


P.S. I know I had announced on Twitter to post this yesterday, but the neighbour's visit lasted longer than expected when he turned out to have enough stamina to watch ALL my roadtrip-photos, brave man. *grins* I will continue my travel picspam this weekend. Be prepared!


Aug. 28th, 2015 10:19 pm
beelikej: (JDM2015)
Hey JDM/Jensen lovers, have I got some great news for you! Darling [ profile] ashtraythief wrote a prequel to our RB collaboration Hungry to tell the story of how businessman Jeff and student Jensen met. It's hot and sweet (and comes with a link to the original RB fic to read again right after;)
Summary: Jeff is just looking for a one night stand. Instead, he finds Jensen.
GO READ IT NOW: It's A Start (NC 17 | 5,700 words)
beelikej: (BarbieKylie)
More fangirling after my fantabulous USA-roadtrip with [ profile] tmn1966: back home I welcomed [ profile] sillie82 for a dose of Extant/Supernatural/Dark Angel. We also watched Jeffrey Dean Morgan's very first film Uncaged/Angel in Red (1991). There was much giggling over 25 year old bad boy pimp Jeff who goes crazy when "his ladies" leave him for other pimps. His name was Sharkey *snorts* and apparently his mommy ran out on him when he was a kid and he had "issues". Jeff was wearing very -VERY- tight jeans and although I hardly ever notice those things, even I could tell he was dressing to the left. *shifty eyes*

Today I spent hours writing letters, filling in forms and collecting documents for my insurance company and United airlines to find out whether I can claim compensation for the cancelled flight and lost luggage. (I refrained from going full Padalecki on Twitter when all this was going on because I didn't want to endanger my flight back home;)

When all that was done, I finally did that Fanfic Trope Meme/quiz thingy:


Very accurate, except my age-difference preference requires no time travelling :-D

Now I'm going to check out that email from the unemployment agency, get the laundry off the balcony, put away my clean dishes and then I will start sorting out those roadtrip photos! Prepare for a picspam *g*

beelikej: Detail of Jensen Ackles' face (Dimples of Annoyance)
So I was supposed to be on a plane right now, on my way to [ profile] tmn1966 but after the flight to Chicago initially was postponed ("due to to flight crew availability") it was eventually cancelled all together, forcing me to find alternative options to get to the USA.

I'm now scheduled to fly tomorrow, with three planes instead of two, but I've managed to arrange an arrival much closer to T's house, so that's something I suppose.
Unfortunately the airline won't allow me to check in online for this, which means I can stress about actually being on the flight until departure early tomorrow morning, hrmpf.

I've arranged to stay with my brother in Amsterdam tonight, because I would never be able to get to the airport on time from my place.

Funny thing is I'd never been so relaxed about traveling before, which obviously came in handy when I had to stay calm to deal with this.

My backpack is packed (I only had to leave out one shirt) and I'm ready to go. Which of course means I don't know what to do with myself until I get on a train this afternoon.

*sighs* Anyone know of any good distracting fic or vids? ETA: or gifsets... (I'll just stare at this for a couple of hours) [spoiler: it's bare chested JDM in Extant, as if it was a secret that he was cast for that exact purpose *g*]


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