Well damn.

[beelikej]

Just woke up from a horrid dream and am balling my eyes out; I guess the past finally bit me in the arse. Damnit. I better find a professional to talk to, despite how much I've been in denial about needing to do that.

Shit.

Comments

[fred-bear.livejournal.com]

*hugs* babe. I see from fb you managed to get an appointment with your GP, I hope she can provide you with some good options for someone to talk to.

More *hugs*

[beelikej.livejournal.com]

Thank you *hugs* She gave me an open referral so I can pick my own psychologist. I'm taking step 2 now... *takes deep breath and starts searching*

[fred-bear.livejournal.com]

That's good that you can choose your own, it's so important that you gel with your counsellor/ psychologist. I hope you manage to find the right one for you quickly.

More *hugs*

[beelikej.livejournal.com]

I didn't take me too much time to find one I liked, but unfortunately they all have waitinglists of 2-3 months. *sighs*. However, I have calmed down a bit by taking action today, so I'm hoping for a good better night's sleep at least.

[sillie]

I can't really think straight I'm so tired, so I'm not gonna say much in fear of saying something weird or incredibly stupid... but are you okay? *little worried*

[beelikej.livejournal.com]

Ahw, thank you for worrying about me when you must be exhausted from your adventures in Rome.
I was in a bit of a state last Thursday, but I called in sick and spent the day taking big steps. I went to the doctor and got a referral for therapy. There is a 2-3 month waitinglist, but I'm on it, so that's another step in the right direction...

(Hey, don't ever fear for weirdness;)