It really hit me by surprise; I was thoroughly enjoying Stephen's enthusiasm and all of sudden when I came across those words I felt so terribly sad. I had to use all my willpower to not start sobbing. I had no idea I still felt guilty about anything, I really thought I had dealt with the past.

But even though I was startled and a little shaken, thinking about the words eventually made me feel calm. Apparently it was just what I needed to hear: it's okay. I guess the tears were out of relief.