beelikej: (Default)

Hello! This is what we used to call the comment-to-be-added-post, also known as "sticky" for 2017.
My journal is not locked and you are most welcome to quietly read all my posts or to comment on any of them at any time. (I especially love responses to my artposts *grins*)
Despite my occasional use of harsh language and posts about sensitive or personal subjects, I chose to not put a teen or adult warning on my journal. I will not censor what I choose to share online. I'm a green left voting atheist woman, hear me roar!

I love lots of old and new fandoms, but these days I am mostly playing at the RPS side in the Supernatural fandom. Wanna see my artwork? Here's my masterlist of artsy fiddling on LJ [on DW]
I'm also a moderator for a couple of fancommunities; there are links in my sidebar if you want to explore:)

To remind myself there is more to life than being online,
I keep my booklist at the top of my LJ. That's ironic, Alanis.
What I'm reading in 2017 )

Happy Reading! ~ J.
What I read in 2016 / 2015 / 2014 / 2013 / 2012 / 2011 / 2010 / 2009 / 2008
My old archive of alphabetized book reviews / Readingcommunity [ profile] thej2bee
beelikej: (Felicia)
My fandom history: I discovered fandom years ago, through the BBC messageboards about Buffy The Vampire Slayer. Back then I was mostly a lurker, but after reading fanfic in several fandoms for a couple of years, I came out as an artist in the CSI Nick/Greg fandom and made my first icons and wallpapers. It wasn't until I discovered the Supernatural fandom when I really went all out with arts & crafts. This is what happened next...

Masterlist of artsy creations:
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2011 )
2012 )
2013 )
2014 )
2015 )
2016 )
2017 )

Artwork notes )

beelikej: (Cruising)
Another picspam from my wonderful summervacation. This is Day 4 and the second port stop: St. Petersburg in Russia!
To explore St. Petersburg you need a visa and since it's very hard to get an individual one, I decided to go on one of the many excursions that included a group visa. I opted for one that offered not only a tour through town (and lunch), but also a visit to the Hermitage Museum, the largest museum in the world. The latter is one of the reasons it took me some time to go through the photos of this day, because I made over 500 pictures with over half of them in the Hermitage! Don't look at me like that; it's very hard to control yourself when you're surrounded by so much history and art. I managed to make a selection of 84 pictures to summarize my awesome day:)

Wednesday August 23: St. Petersburg, Russia )

*collapses on bed* What a day.

Part 1: Exploring the Ship | Part 2: FOOD! | Part 3: Cycling in Helsinki
beelikej: (Artwork by me)
After all the preparations for the SPN_ReverseBang, as both a moderator and a participating artist, things finally settled down last week when we handed things over to the authors *grins* This gave me a chance to check the Last Minute Quickies for a fun fast fandom project. Besides speed, one of the other challenging things of the [ profile] quicky_bang is that there are a lot of rare pairs and characters that I don't often get to play with. I was happy to grab a short story featuring bad boys Chad and Chris.

May I present:

Banner-Love does not break the rock.jpg

Title: Love does not break the rock
Author: [ profile] emmatheslayer
Artwork by: [ profile] beelikej
Medium: Photoshop
Characters: Jared Padalecki, Jensen Ackles, Chad Michael Murray, Christan Kane
Warnings/Enticements: Drug Use, Minor Character Death
Rating: R
Word count: 1130
Summary: Jensen finds out the guy who he is dating has a secret

I did a completely digital set up and there's no real making of, but behind the cut you'll find the original photos of all the guys and sources of the cocaine images in the background (see if you can spot them all;)

Source material )

Thank you, [ profile] emmatheslayer for offering your story for a quicky! *smishes you and J2*


FYI: There are still a couple of fics in the QuickyBang to play with! Posting is open until the new SPN season starts;)

Want more? Check out my Masterlist of artsy fiddling:)
beelikej: (To See The World...)
A long babbly post without any photos to distract you! (I will resume my holiday-picspams soon, don't worry;) I felt this was important enough to not put behind a cut, so you can read about my day right away without clicking;)

Today at work we organized a Mapathon for Missing Maps, a worldwide project in which you can help to map areas where humanitarian organisations are trying to meet the needs of vulnerable people. A lot of co-workers from other departments/towns joined us for this event; we had 112 participants in total! Some of them had never mapped before, so cool. At the end of the day we had put 42,815 buildings and 16,912 km of road on the map for the Panchagarj district in Bangladesh!

Of course I'm a little biased because mapping is my current job and I love it so much, but if you're looking for a different (and free!) way to do some good and you have time to give, I recommend giving this a try. No experience necessary; everyone can do it! Read all about Missing Maps here and find out if there's an event planned near you! (They really are being organized all over the world:)

Not all these events are as huge as the one we did today, for example some are small university get-togethers for an hour or two, but if you're not comfortable with groups, you can participate hermit-style from the comfort of your own home! All you need is a computer and access to the internet. You don't need to install any programs, you just open an account on Open Street Map (they only need your e-mail and a password) and you can start right away. (Go to, click on 'contribute now' to learn to map:) They have an instruction tutorial that new people found very helpful, but if you have any additional questions, don't hesitate to ask me!

I also want to promote an even easier way to help put people on the map in disaster areas: download the app MapSwipe on your smartphone to join a simple but effective crowdsearch for buildings and/or roads, so humanitarian organisations will know where to go. The app lets you choose an area in the world that needs attention and will tell you what to look for. Then it shows you small squares of satellite images (about 100x100 meters IRL). All you have to do is tap the square if you see buildings or roads: 1 click is yup (the image will turn green), but you can also click for nope or not sure. When you're done, you swipe to the next images. Ideal for when you're tired of feeling like you're only playing pointless games on your phone;)

*steps off soapbox* Today was a long day, but so very satisfying:)

I got up extra early because I had to sign in participants and help people get started. Once everyone was set up, I could do a bit of mapping myself, but I did some supportwalks in between;)
At the end of the day I was also asked to join a team on a side project in St. Maarten, a Dutch/French island in the Caribbean that was hit by last months hurricanes. The Dutch Red Cross wanted us to do a damage assessments on roofs to find out how much materials were needed for repairs.
It was really overwhelming to see how that hurricane had hit certain areas; while there were still intact buildings, there was this random path of destruction right through all neighbourhoods.
Very sobering to realize disaster can hit anyone.

In these daunting times I often feel so helpless, even when I have some money to throw around, it feels like I can't do enough. Today reminded me that there are plenty of ways to make a difference. I'm glad I got to be part of this.

beelikej: (SuperTwink J1)
Title: Peaches & Lace
Medium: Photoshop (and a tiiiiiiiiiiny bit of paper)
Pairing: Jensen/Jared
Genre: SPN erotica
ART Rating: R
Warning/Enticements: Penis in lacy lingerie
A/N: Made for [ profile] smpc and inspired by all that talk on Twitter about peaches;)

Well, once again my muse took me in different direction than where I had planned to go. Let's consider this another step towards an actual collage, heh, I still make things too neat. At the end of fiddling with all the elements, I only had two bits of paper left and I just had to leave those in there because it amused me. (I'll put a snapshot of my first paper set up in my instagram so you can see what I started with;)

This may not make sense to anyone, but without further ado, I present:


Put. It. On. )


Want more? Check out my Art Masterlist (just browse the ratings for the naughty pieces;)
beelikej: (Pippi)
Up a little later than planned, but I had about 230 photos of this day to go through;) I managed to reduce that amount to 44 for this picspam.
After leaving Warnemünde, Germany on Sunday evening August 20th and spending a whole day at sea on Monday, the cruiseship arrived in Helsinki, Finland on Tuesday August 22 around 8 a.m. As I had signed up for a bicycle tour that didn't leave until 10 a.m., I could actually sleep in, have a long breakfast and hang aboard before disembarking to explore the town. It was a bit cloudy, but excellent for cycling (I already had to take off my hoody layer at the first stop). Wanna come with?

Cycling through Helsinki! )

Sources: a special thanks for the information about statues to René & Peter van der Krogt for their excellent website featuring sculptures from all over the world: Statues - Hither & Thither.

I plan to select photos from my day in St. Petersburg next, but with artprojects, family get-togethers and other distractions, it may take a while until the next update. (Not to mention that I made 385 photos that day...;)

Oh, speaking of postcards; please let me know if you've changed addresses in the past year or if you're not sure if I have yours, PM or mail me:

Last but not least: I'm used to traveling alone and doing things on my own, but cruises sadly don't have single rooms and I was really lucky I was able to afford paying double for this trip. I'm thinking about doing another cruise in 2018, but would like to share the experience (and costs;). If you are tempted and interested in seeing the North of Europe (Fjords? Iceland? British isles?) from a ship with a fellow fangirl, contact me! (Other travel or meet up plans are also always welcome:)


Part 1: exploring the ship | Part 2: FOOD!

P.S. I know Pippilotta Viktualia Rullgardina Krusmynta Efraimsdotter Långstrump is not from Finland, but she represents the Nordic countries here, okay :-p
beelikej: (Oral Fixation)
I could not have guessed how big a part of my cruise vacation the food would be. I mean, I knew there was going to be a buffet, but I did not expect the massive amount of choice I would have and how incredibly good the food would be. I also didn't know that dinner was going to be an a la cart menu in a fancy restaurant, every evening. I only ever go out to eat on my birthday, when I take my family to a Chinese restaurant around the corner. (The taste dinner with my mom a while ago was a very special occassion). I was overwhelmed by all the delicious options. The whole food experience definitely added to the fancy feel of my vacation. Gosh, what a treat.

Cruise Food! )

Gosh, I'm hungry. Having dinner at my mom's tonight. As a reward, I will show her my 1600+ travel photos *grins*

There will be another picspam soon, this time with actual sightseeing;)


Cruise Part 1: exploring the ship
beelikej: (Swim)
So last week I went on a cruise:) I had such an amazing trip, I can't believe it was only 8 days; I've seen so much, it felt like a couple of weeks worth of sightseeing! The ship left from Warnemünde in Germany then crossed the Baltic Sea to Helsinki, Finland; St. Petersburg, Russia; Tallinn, Estonia; with a stop in Copenhagen, Danmark on the way back.
I've made over 1600 pictures in total, so I'm dividing the picspams up in several parts. This first post is about the trip to Germany and the first day at sea. I'm also working on a separate post with all the food, because that deserves a spotlight on its own *grins*.

But first: Cruise picspam - part 1: exploring the ship )

To be continued....

beelikej: (Uil)
Starting the [ profile] quicky_bang community was one of my best ideas:) For this new round once again a whole bunch of awesome authors offered up their short stories and it's such a eclectic collection, a true treasure trove for artists who want to be inspired quickly. I chose a fic with a character I hadn't portrayed before and this time I really stuck to the no procrastination part of the challenge. I read the story, sketched an idea and went with it.

Of course doubt set in after I sent the result to my darling author and I started all over again with a digital version. Tsk, tsk. I ended up with two very different headers, but I'm putting the spotlight on my original idea. May I present:

Familiar Faces - header.jpg

Title: Familiar Faces
Author: [ profile] reeby10
Artwork by: [ profile] beelikej
Medium: marker, crayons, papercutting and Photoshop
Characters: Dean Winchester, Victor Henriksen
Rating: G
Word count: 905
Summary: Dean had seen the guy hanging around the fringes of the investigation for days, ever since they rolled into town looking for the culprit of several mysterious deaths.

The work in progress and that other header... )

Thank you, [ profile] reeby10 for offering an alternative ending for Victor and for offering your story to the [ profile] quicky_bang so I could play with it.

Thanks to everyone stopping by, just so you know: I love all comments, short and long, praise and concrit. :-p

ALSO: The Quicky_Bang is still running! Authors can submit short fics all of August, artists can claim them and post their artwork until the end of September: GO HERE TO JOIN IN!


Want more? Check out my Masterlist of artsy fiddling:)
beelikej: (EmoSideburns)
Oh my goodness, Bad Dragon has a sale going on and I may or may not have just placed my very first order... *bites lip*

In other news: there are already two glorious art-pieces up in the [ profile] quicky_bang! Who's next? Check out the stories in the claimpost and grab one to illustrate (they are short fics, so you can get creative right away!)

[ profile] quicky_bang
Join the Quicky_Bang with short stories, art and love:)
beelikej: (Ruben is stoer)
Okay, before I begin the picspam of last weekend of fun, I have a question and two promos;) First: do I know any fanpeople in or near Copenhagen (København)? I'm going to be there for a day at the end of August if you want to meet up!

Second: I'm modding two art-challenges (TWO!)
  • The [ profile] quicky_bang already has a whole bunch of authors offering their short fics for artists to illustrate:)
    Go claim a story and get creative!
  • If you'd rather start arting from scratch, the [ profile] spn_reversebang is the challenge for you:
    make a piece of fanart to inspire an author! Sign ups are open!

  • And now: photos from my visit to fairytale amusement park The Efteling. I traveled to The Hague on Friday afternoon for dinner and a sleep-over at my brother J's. Our youngest brother H. was also there; he cycled from Amsterdam! Together with my sister-in-law G. and my darling nephew R. the four of us (so minus brother J.) went to The Efteling on Saturday by car (G drove:). We had an awesome day! It was really fun to visit the park with a six year old; the perfect age for all the stories that go along with the rides.
    Of course we also took a stroll through the fairytale forest:) )


    (Check the Efteling tag for previous visits. This is my favorite place in the whole world <3
    beelikej: (Oral Fixation)
    Just in case you missed it (or for those who avoid NC-17 artwork;) here's a reminder/bonus of the artpost I made for the SMPC last Sunday: featuring trucker!Jensen & hitchhiker!Jared (also available in my LiveJournal!)

    This is a step by step of Jensen and his hiatusbeard and bandana *grins*. In the NSFW version you can also see what Jared is up to...;)


    P.S. If you want G-rated art, check out the banners I made for the SPN_J2_BigBang: Vampire!Jensen & Biker!Jared. [on LJ].
    beelikej: (Artwork by me)
    Title: Take You For A Ride
    Medium: Paper, Photoshop
    Pairing: Jensen/Jared
    Genre: SPN erotica
    ART Rating: NC17
    Warning/Enticements: Blowjob, fingering
    A/N: Made for [ profile] smpc and inspired by Jensen posting a selfie from the car that made me imagine him like a trucker with bonus hitchhiker Jared. *grins*

    I've always wanted to make one of those "aesthetic" photosets so I played with the aforementioned selfie, but of course I also fiddled with paper to set the scene;) Hope y'all enjoy these two as much as I did.

    I'm only looking for a fantasy, an interlude from reality; don't want nobody tryin' to rescue me )


    Want more? Check out my Art Masterlist (just browse the ratings for the naughty pieces;)
    beelikej: (Uil)
    Three weeks ago I went on an office outing to Wildlands zoo; it was a day with inspirational lectures and workshops with a bit of free time and food in between:) This zoo in Emmen moved to a new location just over a year ago and parts of it are still not done, but there is a really nice collection of animals and the set up is very promising. The zoo is divided into three continents: Nortica (freezing), Jungola (a jungle with a river) and Serenga (a desert). I made good use of the lunchbreak and walked the desert trail, which was pretty cool.

    Before I get to the animals in this picspam, I'm sharing some photos of the journey, starting with parking my bike at the station, mostly because I want to show you our double decker bike racks:)


    Now that you've seen those, let's get on the train to Emmen! )

    I'm very curious what the zoo will look like in a couple of years. I might go back to check:) But first I'm planning a trip to fairytale amusementpark The Efteling; going there next week with my darling nephew. So there will be another picspam of that, you have been warned!

    Before that there will be an artpost for the SMPC. If you missed my previous artpost, now's the time to catch up: Vampire!Jensen and Biker!Jared for the SPN_J2_BigBang!

    beelikej: (BigBang2011)
    I've played in the [ profile] spn_j2_bigbang since 2010; including pinchhits that makes 12 BigBang collaborations! Every year I try to pick a story that offers me something different and even after this many years, authors still manage to surprise me:)
    This year I managed to claim a very intriguing vampire story! I chose to illustrate it with papercuttings and watercolours. May I present...

    StoryBanner BluesNight DEF600.jpg

    Title: Blues in the Night
    Author: [ profile] oobydooby67 [compo67 on AO3]
    Artist: [ profile] beelikej
    Medium: Papercutting & Watercolours
    Pairing: Jensen/Jared | Genre: RPS Vampire AU
    Story Rating: NC17 | Wordcount: 33034
    ART Rating: G, and contains no spoilers for story!

    Summary: The search for a missing elder leads Jensen to Los Angeles, California. It is his responsibility to question contacts and connections about Tyman, who has not been heard from or seen in a year.
    Frustrated with the search, Jensen meets a human who claims to have had a casual relationship with Tyman. Jared trades information for two pastrami sandwiches and ten thousand dollars. Unfortunately, after the trade, Jensen is no closer to finding Tyman, and a lot closer to Jared than he ever thought possible.

    More Artwork! )

    The Making Of )

    Credits & Thanks )
    Of course this art wouldn't have happened without an inspiring story, so thank you, [ profile] oobydooby67 [compo67] for creating pouty Vampire!Jensen and bouncy Biker!Jared:)
    Also thanks to Wendy for running the [ profile] spn_j2_bigbang, it's always a memorable event on the SPN fandom calendar!
    Last but not least: thank you for stopping by to take a look! (Comments, questions and concrit are all welcome:)


    For more of my fanart, check out My masterlist of artsy fiddling:)
    beelikej: (Books)
    Oh hey, I just realized I hadn't updated y'all about my earinfection yet. You know, the one I mentioned at the end of May? IT'S STILL NOT OVER!
    The headcold I had back then fortunately only lasted a week, but it was rough; besides the snot and the barking cough I had an eye-infection and I couldn't open my eyes for two days. (I listened to the soothing voice of Stephen Fry reading me Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban).
    Three days into the headcold I went to the doctor's because the earinfection wasn't supposed to last that long, I was told not to worry. She prescribed eardrops and gave the advice to get nosespray as well.
    But even after all the other coldstuff was over, my ear still felt stuffed. So off to the doctor I went again. This time I saw my own GP (who had been off schedule on my first visit). She said it would probably take about three more days of eardrops and promised me there would be improvement. There wasn't. Not even after five days. So then I saw doctor number one again and she concluded I had the type of earinfection that would probably last several weeks if not months!! Oh. Thanks for that.
    I got a prescription for antibiotics and "sour" eardrops for a week, I had to take a dose of both three times a day. Yesterday I had a check up on that. I'm still deaf, but she told me the ear does look better. I should continue with the eardrops and get back in ten days for a follow up. *sighs*

    I'm glad I have the kind of quiet job that I can do while being half deaf, but it is a nuisance. Luckily I have planned my vacation at the end of August, I should be alright by then. RIGHT?

    Anyway, the reason I was going to post tonight was to tell you our BB date has been postponed from June 26 to July 12th. Can you handle the suspense? ;-)
    But if you are in immediate need to see art of mine and many others, check out the artmasterlist of the [ profile] quicky_bang: HERE!

    I also wanted to do the bookmeme I saw in [ profile] amberdreams journal. Mmm, books. (Of course my answers are way too long, prepare for babble!)


    And here's a question for you: what book should I add to my bookpile?

    Also: I was nearly through my bookpile and I treated myself to a new book, so I updated my readinglist! DW and LJ (there are links to previous booklists too, that should give you an idea of the books I like;)

    beelikej: (MMMorgan's Bakery)
    Yesterday I took my mom out to a fancy dinner. When I lost my job in August 2015, my farewell gift from the company was a dinner coupon. Up until now I just wasn't in the right mindset to use it, there were a lot of hard feelings;) But now that my life has settled again and with a splendid new job and good prospects for the future, I'm finally feeling pretty good again, so it was time to cash in that cheque.

    Last night mom and I cycled to De Zoete Inval, a tiny bistro in town, where we wanted to try the 'Proeverijtje', which translates as Little Tastery: a fancy all-you-can-eat in separate courses. You can pick any dish from the menu and you are served a small version of that dish. With each serving, the waiter asks what dish you want next. You can decide your own order, if you want to start with a dessert and finish with soup, that's totally fine and you can also choose a dish more than once.
    I managed 13 courses *grins* EVERYTHING WAS SO SCRUMPTIOUS! Below are photos of all the food we gobbled up (my mom managed 12 courses;) with captions in Dutch and English where needed.

    Omnomnom )

    I think #3 was my favorite. No, wait, #8 or maybe #10? #6 is up on top too. SERIOUSLY. Everything tasted awesome. So many textures and flavours. <3<3<3

    It was an awesome evening. <3<3
    beelikej: (J2princes)
    Oh yes, after I finally finished the MatchMaker Challenge, I grabbed a fic in the regular round of the [ profile] quicky_bang as well and I did all my arting within the timeline of the challenge, woohoo! (Posted a little later due to a pesky ear infection making me all blah the past couple of days) I even managed to sneak in a little bit of papercutting, but I mostly played with photos of these guys' beautiful faces. It was such a joy to try to capture the timeline of this lovely story. May I present:

    ForeverLonely BANNER.jpg

    Title: Forever is a Lonely Number
    Author: [ profile] souslelys [AO3: lightinthehall]
    Artwork by: [ profile] beelikej
    Medium: papercutting and Photoshop
    Pairing: Jensen/Jared
    Rating: NC-17 (Art is G;)
    Word count: 3286
    Summary: Jared ages, but Jensen never does. They stay together. (26!Jensen verse)

    Yes, there is papercutting involved! )


    Thank you, [ profile] souslelys for this wonderful universe, that felt snuggly and sexy and sad, sometimes all at the same time! Very glad you offered it up for a quicky, so I could visualize the pretty.


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