beelikej: (DreamyKate)
I started the day with therapy. As it turned out it was my final session; to continue wouldn't be benificial; my therapist even feared it would be unnecessarily hurtful if we poked any further. I agree with this decision, even if I didn't get closure on the subject I was struggling with. She did emphasize that I could always call her if my defence and dealing mechanism ever failed in the future. Since the way I deal with people and life has been working for me for all these years, she's confident I will be able to cope if the nighmare issue ever resurfaces.

So. Bring it on, life, I'm ready. *puts fists up*

My brother sent me delicious pictures of that awesome dinner and dessert we had in Bazar Amsterdam. I added them to the original picturepost:)

I'm usually not up at the crack of dawn if I'm not working, but thanks to therapy I got to see my town in the early morninglight. The gorgeous old citywall and towers were almost shining. I couldn't resist getting off my bike to take pictures on my way home. I also finally made a photo of my personal dream house. *sighs*
If I had a million, I would buy that building. )
beelikej: (alotonmymind)
Remember that day back in April, when I woke up all hysterical from a dream and decided to ask for help on some apparently unresolved issues? Well, I got a referral from my GP, put myself on a waitinglist for a good talk and tomorrow I finally have an appointment with a psychologist (not entirely accidently the same woman who helped me out with the evaluation of my emotional status that I needed to change my last name back in 2000). I just checked my papers and discovered I had to fill in a form in preparation of our talk. That was fun; the answers make me look like a whiny, insecure bitca. I guess that's another clue I could do with some feedback. (Because deep down there is a sweet, confident woman just waiting to be released)

My appointment is at 08.30 tomorrowmorning. I have the rest of the day off and will hopefully spent most of my long weekend forgetting about the real world and playing with BigBang designs.

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