at what point is it enough?

Feb. 15th, 2026 08:09 am
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Being tested, I mean. And for that matter, who/what the hell is testing me? And why? I feel like I've run some stupid endurance race, and every time I think I'm looking at the "finish line", someone moves it. Or I'm lifting weights that someone keeps adding to.

Matthew started a (new, obviously) job tonight. He had orientation Friday, and then last night (Saturday) started his shift. That shift is 6:50p-7:00a. He texted me about 4:30 that they were sending him to the ER because he was having trouble breathing and his blood pressure was really high (I was on the phone with him just a minute ago when the ER was retaking it; it was 161/126, which is not good. And then Donnie pipes up with, "That's not so bad, I've had like 202 over 140", and I'm thinking this is not a case of higher is better, oy vey).

ANYWAY. The med people there at the factory couldn't decide if it was an allergic reaction to something, or if he was having a heart attack or stroke, or what, so they put him in an ambulance and shipped him to the hospital. He's had an EKG, an x-ray, blood drawn. When they were doing intake he also told them that he was having suicidal thoughts, so they made him change out of his clothes into clothing that was more compliant and easier to keep him safe in. The ER doc wanted him to see a counselor/therapist there, but Communicare (the ones who work with the hospital) has a policy of doing a urine drug screen before they'll meet with a patient. Matthew has a shy bladder. He asked if they could do a blood test, but no, Communicare's policy is urine drug screen. I find myself wondering how they get around this if the person is too dehydrated (or whatever) to do a urine sample at all. Do they just not treat the individual?

Anyway, we talked for a bit. I told him to try and nap while he waits on the doctor. And I'll keep my fingers crossed there's nothing truly (physically) wrong.

I haven't slept yet; I was trying to stay awake until Matthew got home, but I'm moving past tired now, into the next Zone. I'll keep y'all updated.

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So, you know the one doctor said she thought I had a sinus infection and gave me strong antibiotics, which I've been kind of putting off taking because it's a new family of antibitics for me and I'm anxious. Well, yesterday, I don't know if it waas sinus, or my tooth, but holy shit it was hurting. And then my lip started swelling. I started the antibiotics and am waiting for them to kick all the way in. There's less pain today, but I'm still swollen, it's annoying. I was hoping that it would perk up after 1 dose, but I think it's going to take a few before the swelling goes down. I played a game yesterday, but had to cut it off a little bit early, because I was in pain. I'm supposed to have two games today, but I'm not sure about that.

Jess is worried about me, but I'm sure the drugs will kick in soon and I'll perk back up.

Tomorrow, I'm going to have to work, so I may be taking it easy today, in the hopes that I'll be better then.

Last night, I wasn't sure I was even going to be writing today. The world was ouch, and it sucked. Today, I'm still sore, but no where near as bad as it was. Actually, the part that is sorest is the lip, which is now chapped and achy.

I think I got up early, and I might need to go back to bed.

We'll see.

Everyone have a lovely Sunday!

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Feb. 15th, 2026 12:22 am
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Quote:

"I think in some ways it's good to have at least one thing for which you could be really immortal, you know?"

"If you're lucky enough to be raised in a rich family, good. But learn how to respect that luck. It's not a given, you know? It's not like, 'Well, it's normal'. No, it's not normal. It's lucky."

~ Christopher Lambert


Randomness from me, to you... Because it's my birth month!

Highlander, Queen, Princes of the Universe. I recently saw that they were re-making Highlander with Henry Cavil. I have hope this it will be better than the second one. Do away with the stinking alien narrative. The Quickening can remain a mythical and unexplained this time.

https://youtu.be/8e3W6jaUiq0?si=8MsrJzGgEtNWbc5d
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Prepare web-unauthenticated for web22 deployment

Add port 8080 (Starman) to the ECS task definition, add web-unauthenticated to the web22 deploy workflow, update the Terraform target group to port 8080, and give dwtool a web22 deploy target for web-unauthenticated.

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Restore files needed by 18.04 legacy build

The Dart Sass migration (8f82b8be8) deleted config.rb, ext/dw-nonfree/config.rb, and default-jre from dependencies-system. The 18.04 base image still needs all three: Compass requires config.rb to locate SCSS files, and YUI Compressor requires Java.

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Restore anonymous transfer checkbox on point transfer form (#3519)

  • Restore anonymous transfer checkbox on point transfer form

PR #3214 converted the form from tables to Foundation grid but accidentally dropped the "Transfer points anonymously" checkbox. The backend controller and ML strings still handle it; only the form HTML was missing.

Also widen the form container from large-5 to large-6 so the checkbox label doesn't wrap at common viewport widths.

Fixes #3486

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  • Enable shop point transfers in devcontainer config

Add %LJ::SHOP with points enabled so the transfer points form actually works in the dev environment. Without this, item creation fails with "Could not add item to cart" because DW::Shop::Item requires the shop type to exist in %LJ::SHOP.

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Fix build-static dispatcher to use OS version for tool selection

The dispatcher checked for sass on PATH to decide between legacy (Compass) and modern (Dart Sass) builds, but Ubuntu 18.04's ruby-compass package also installs a sass binary. This caused the base image build to route to build-static-modern.sh which passes --no-source-map, a Dart Sass flag that Ruby Sass doesn't understand.

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Bifurcate build-static.sh into dispatcher + two implementations

The base (Ubuntu 18.04) Dockerfile was copying build-static-legacy.sh over bin/build-static.sh at build time, which dirtied the git working tree. When child images (worker, web) later ran git pull, git refused because the local file had been overwritten.

Instead of this copy-overwrite pattern, build-static.sh is now a thin dispatcher that detects which tools are available (sass → modern, compass → legacy) and execs the appropriate implementation. The legacy script moves from etc/docker/base/ into bin/ alongside the modern one, and the Dockerfile no longer needs to copy or overwrite anything.

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Make build-static scripts fail on sass/compass errors

Previously, missing or failing sass/compass would print a warning but exit 0, allowing Docker builds to succeed with no CSS output. Now both scripts exit 1 when the compiler is missing or compilation fails.

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第五年第三十五天

Feb. 15th, 2026 08:37 am
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手 part 21
持, to hold; 挂, to hang; 指, to point pinyin )
https://www.mdbg.net/chinese/dictionary?cdqrad=64

语法
3.4 一下 vs 一会儿
https://www.digmandarin.com/hsk-3-grammar

词汇
措施, measures pinyin )
https://mandarinbean.com/new-hsk-4-word-list/

Guardian:
一定要坚持住, you have to hold on
我一会儿给您回电话, I'll call you back shortly
我知道特调处有自己的保密措施, I know the SID has its own confidentiality measures

Me:
轻轻是最重的牵挂🎵
等一下,我查一查。

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Today was a very exciting landmark: I went to the TIP. Miss H agreed to take me, because she is a wonderful person. We are now I think fourteen months into our bin strike, and while various people have very kindly taken my recycling for me during that period, my usual volunteer has been busy lately and I've accumulated rather a lot (mostly cardboard - the packaging for the new IKEA bookcase was particularly bulky) since mid-November. I also keep a box of "things to take to the tip" that aren't the standard recycling - electrical cables, lightbulbs, hard plastic, etc, which are a bit unfair to dump on other people, so that was a year or more of accumulation. My spare room is so nice now!!

One of my university friends used to celebrate "Bins Clear Eve", which was the day before the first rubbish collection after New Year, and it feels rather like that.

Otherwise there seems to be rather a lot of terrible things happening to my acquaintances; in the last week, deaths include one friend's brother, a second friend's stepmother, and the very unexpected death of an distant internet acquaintance. Also a swimming friend has had a bad prognosis for a while but now sounds to be likely in his last few weeks. I would like it if someone I know had a sudden and unexpected nice thing happen next week, please.

I keep trying to play computer games and then getting bored and wandering off. On the other hand, I have read a lot of books (most of them very frivolous). Partly it may be because it's so much nicer in bed than anywhere else, what with the cold spells so far this year. I did manage twenty minutes of Dave the Diver today; [personal profile] isis, I don't know if you ever did play it after you recced it to me, but so far it's both quite fun and making me feeling very concerned that he's being exploited by his "friend" Cobra *g* (the set-up is that he's on holiday when his friend calls him up with promises of fancy sushi that turn out to be an "opportunity" for him to spend his days diving for fish to turn into sushi and nights serving the sushi to customers... his "profits" go into repairing the bar, which appears to be co-owned by Cobra and the sushi chef). However, I am only one day in, so it could all change.

This has been a fantastically expensive month so far. Aside from purely frivolous expenditures (my 99p ebook habit does add up!! but not all that quickly) I renewed my passport on Thursday (they already sent me two emails to tell me to send the old one in! cool your beans, people, it was less than 24 hours! I posted it on Friday anyway!) and then bought a bunch of clothes today - hopefully replacements for things which are getting rather tatty. I wanted to get a hoodie from the Florence gig but I couldn't try it on and I wasn't sure it would fit, and £85 was too much to gamble on! So now I have ordered a less cool one from M&S but on the other hand it wasn't nearly as expensive. And if it's too small, I can return it.

Oh, but what is nice: I've been given the keys to my new garage! I should go and check I can actually open it (after first looking up the deeds to check which one it is, now I can't identify it by the combination of hardware around the lock...) before I get swept up in next week's choir-all-the-time and next weekend's exciting visit from [personal profile] shreena and [profile] quizcustodet. Today would have been a good time to do it, since it's actually not raining for once, but, well.
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This was originally posted to Facebook. I decided I had a better chance of getting a wider variety of responses here.

Facebook, I have a serious question for you, that comes with a little bit of backstory: Last night, while waiting for dinner to do its thing. Donnie, Matthew and I were listening to music on YouTube, each taking a turn to pick a song. And it was good, at first. But, and it's a big one, a lot of what Matthew listens to now very often contains extreme profanity, references to sex acts, drug/alcohol use, regular use of the N word.

I'm not dissing his music, though it kind of feels that way to him, and I did hurt his feelings (I didn't mean to, and I apologized). I had a similar, reverse, thing happen with Doug. And I know that music is intensely personal: even if you like the same music as someone else, chances are it means something different to the two of you.

But so here's my question: After a song in which the N word was used three times within 30 seconds, I stopped the song. Because I just can't. Everything I've heard and taken in through life in general, and particularly in the past couple decades or so, has been YOU DO NOT USE THE N WORD. You don't throw it around in general speech (or you're not supposed to). You're not supposed to accept that word as appropriate for any situation. Don't use it, period.
Except...why is it okay if it's dropped 23048230 times into a "song"? How is that any different from normal, every day speech?

And then Donnie blew my mind by telling me that I'm the first person she's ever heard ask/say that out loud. Surely I can't be the only person who has ever wondered that? Can anyone explain this to me?

And sidebar question(s): for anyone who has adult children, or nearing adulthood children (or family members, etc): what are they listening to? What's in those songs? Do you share musical interests with said young people?

Thanks 🙂

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