Restless nights

Have you ever seen 'Dead Like Me'? That scene in which George looks in a window and notices she doesn't look anything like herself anymore? I dreamt that and it was very unsettling. I woke up a little nauseated.

Fortunately before that I had a better dream to hold on to: I was snogging someone who looked a lot like Lucy Lawless. Which is odd only because I don't think I ever watched a whole episode of Xena or anything else she acted in, so I don't know why she showed up in my dream, but I wasn't complaining. Very good kisser;)

I am tired of the restless nights though; I never had trouble sleeping, nor did I ever remember dreams so vividly. I'm guessing it has to do with the uncertain work situation, but being aware of that sadly doesn't mean my brain can put it to rest. No matter if I stay up late to wear myself out or if I go to bed early to get extra hours of sleep, I haven't found a solution yet.