Dare to be different and learn to be lonely

For the first time - ever - I did not delive the maximum pieces allowed. I had a prompt in my head that I really wanted to make art for - but I just did not find the way to express it in art (in a way that I would be happy about). So at the time for early bird - I had nothing to send in. And I was just as lost yesterday.

I however had one piece of art that I am very pleased with - that I originally made for the first cycle of spn_illuminated. But when I had made it, I realized I really wanted to write the story myself. However, even though I am afraid to "give it away" I have started to realize that I will never write that story.... so I ended up sending in that piece of art.
I am not sure how I feel about that. 0.o

Now I'll have to start finding a way to make art for that prompt that I wanted to send it but failed to do here - so that I can send it in for another cycle of spn_illuminated.