I'm this close to running out of here

[beelikej]

I'm still at work because I don't want to leave my dear and already overworked co-workers in despair, but I'm pretty close to not giving a crap giving up. I had a little cry in the archives this morning (my hideaway) but then I sort of kinda managed to pull myself together and focused on a fun design job.
The monthly meeting yesterday once again made me aware I'm feeling more and more out of place. I don't know where the job took a wrong turn (well, I know who was on the wheel and it wasn't me) but I want to get off this ride./crap metaphor.

Luckily I have an awesome weekend to look forward to, but it's so hard to think of happy when I'm feeling so depressed.

Right, enough feeling sorry for myself, on with work.
*starts mantra: weekend of wow is almost here, lalalala*

Comments

[thejazzter.livejournal.com]

I hope you get better soon! +hugs+

[beelikej.livejournal.com]

Thanks. The back is apparently slowly but surely getting better, but now my brain has problems catching up. I'm hoping my long weekend will get things in perspective again. Fun will be had, dammit.

[sillie]

It's weekend! Have fun!! *randomly throws confetti and glitters*

....anyway, hope you'll feel better soon. :3 Here, have a happy Nick. :)

[beelikej.livejournal.com]

Yay! Confetti AND glitters AND happy Nick? *twirls*

I'm so gonna forget all about w.o.r.k. this weekend;)