So. Hi there.

[beelikej]

Nope, I'm not completely back to happy yet (ha, like that will ever happen) but I thought I'd write down good stuff that happened to me in the past few days, just to remind myself the sadness comes from within. And when I say "good" I don't necessarily mean positive events, but basically everything that stimulates my brain in any way;)

I'm still very pleased about the prompt I made for the spn_reversebang, but I've been struggling with a second piece of art to accompany the story that is being written. I just can't seem to settle on a style and what I've got so far is pretty shite. However: I am having a blast chatting with my author and her ideas about the characters are completely in synch with mine, it's great. Also: we plan to meet when I travel to London in December! (Unless of course the final artwork I make will completely destroy any desire on her part to come face to face with me;)

Slowly but surely I'm understanding why Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf is worth reading. I had a hard time getting into the story (not in the least because of all the annoyances I have to face on the bus, since a new company started in September) - but now that I'm about half way in, I'm starting to enjoy it. Although it is hard to read all those internal monologues while I'm stuck inside my own head. I still can't remember all the names, but the characters have come alive and I'm anxious to find out what happens to them at the end of the day.

I managed to make very tasty dinners the last two days AND I chose to brush my teeth instead of going for dessert. Am starting to feel less scruffy:)

On Monday there was a sighting of my fbf. It was very unexpected, so I hardly had a chance to check him out as he walked by to sit behind me (bastard), but he looked lovely as ever in a grey outfit and old jeans. His hair was awesome. *happy sighs*

Two of my favorite authors posted new parts of their 'verses. I'm psyched. The rest of my night is for porn fanfiction. Wahey.

Comments

[bflyw.livejournal.com]

You are going to have such a great time in London. I've already met her 3 times :-)
I haven't met you though! You know I intend to change that, right? I do have a dream visiting teh Netherlands one day though, so maybe then?

fbf sighting! YAY
I still don't know why this always makes me so happy! I need to get a life on my own! I need to get a fbf of my own!

[beelikej.livejournal.com]

You should definitely come and visit:) Make that dream come true!

I really thought I'd never see FBF again, so every time he gets on the bus it's like a yummy treat.

[nalathilion.livejournal.com]

I have the seasonal blues right now. I had to read through your FBF tags to figure out what the heck was an FBF. I thought it was some new internet thing I wasn't up on. Oh, I LOL'd. I had one of those once, kind of. I called him Plaid Backpack Guy. He always used to stuff it beyond capacity and then whack me with it. So, he wasn't really an FBF, as he usually annoyed me more than anything. Still, he had cute glasses & used to stare at me.

[beelikej.livejournal.com]

Luckily I prefer the darker seasons, otherwise my woe would be unbearable. I hope your blues doesn't last all through autumn and winter.

:-)
I don't know my FBF's name (yet;) but in my head I call him David, because he caught my attention by looking exactly like David Tennant. Did you read about that time when I totally talked to him? I'm still swooning on that memory. *sighs some more*

Ok. I'll stop now.