beelikej: (BigBang2011)
[personal profile] beelikej
Yay, time to show you my second set of artwork for this year's [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang! More of a mystery/thriller story than an exploration of romance, it was a real challenge to come up with fitting visuals. I also had to patiently wait with fiddling while my injured shoulder was healing. The extra brainstorming time worked out great though. When I finally figured out I wanted to capture the concept instead of the action of the story, my arm was fit enough to explore yet another creative technique. I proudly present:



Title: Storm’s Eye
NOTE 2014: Sorry, this fanfic is no longer available: the author took the story off line because it was published as original fiction. Read more here.
Author: [livejournal.com profile] meus_venator
Artist: [livejournal.com profile] beelikej
Medium: Papersculpture, (melted) crayons, marker, Photoshop
Pairings: Jared/Jensen, Misha/Jensen, Ty/Jensen, Jared/OMCs
Story rating: NC-17 (art is PG)
Word count: 57k
Warnings: Non-con (a graphic rape scene flashback), kidnapping, violence, memories of child abuse (non-sexual), animal death.
Summary: In spite of all the bad memories and fears, Jensen had dutifully returned home to Mt. Desert Island, Maine to look after his ailing mother. After her passing, financially devastated by her care and emotionally exhausted, Jensen tries to pick up the pieces of his life and rebuild his floundering career as an illustrator. While working on a new commission, he finds an unconscious man at the local lighthouse. When the man regains consciousness, he has no memory. The only clue to his identity is a limited edition hardcover copy of Storms Eye, a mystery novel by Jensen’s favorite author and client. Inside is a scrawled dedication, ‘To Jared’. What is this man’s story? And why, since meeting him, has Jensen’s life strangely paralleled the plot of the book that he carried? Will Jensen weather the harrowing trials of ‘Storm’s Eye’? Or will he become a casualty of the mysterious stranger to whom he opened his heart?


All the artwork
(Click the images for bigger version;)

Storyheader
See above. I also made an e-book cover with different dimensions:




Besides showing Jensen's point of view, I wanted to capture the concept of the story in which Jensen's life seems be connected to the book. It is as if his world is shaped by the words he is reading and visualizing. Since the lighthouse is where he finds Jared, I made a papersculpture out of the actual story, reflecting the source of the mystery. So the banner is not only an illustration, but it is also made of the story. It's very meta;)

For the drawing of Jensen and his dog I tried to simulate artist Jensen's style of black line drawings and watercolor - I used melted crayons to create the same type of effect;)

If you're curious about the process there's an explanation below about how I made the different parts of the banner.




Chapterheaders
After my lovely author hinted about wanting Jensen and Jared's gorgeous eyes to be part of the art, I came up with a combination of a literal storm's eye with my paper/book theme. I made a whirlwind out of the clouds and the letters that were taken out of the lighthouse:











The headers feature the four main characters in the story: Jensen, Jared, Ty and Misha. The chapternumbers are cut out of the actual story too, to connect this set with the story banner and concept. Plus these snippets of scenes refer to a couple of other people who are important in Jensen's life.
(Here's an extra challenge: see if you can find what scenes the numbers were cut from, or what naughty words are missing;)


Dividers
The stormy clouds for the author are transparent; I added a white background to show them in my own black journal:





Icons
01. 02. 03. 04.

05. 06. 07. 08.

09. 10. 11. 12.

The end. (Unless you want to know more about the process, you can click here to go right down for something extra:)



A glimpse into the process of my paper cutting....
Not a step by step tutorial this time, but hopefully these photos will explain it well enough;) First an overview of all the different lighthouses I made:



At the top the photo I used as reference.
From left to right: first rough sketch and testcolouring with melted crayons and markers (see below for more on that technique);
a quick pen sketch on a page of the story to decide on size and to test cutting;
a final proper pencil sketch on heavy paper, which I used to create a template.







From test-cutting with the pensketch I learned I was going to need a firmer template that would survive beyond cutting five pages:)







I also figured I should take the time to use rulers to draw the lighthouse, even though that tested my patience *grins*

To be able to create a different layer for extra depth, I left parts of the template attached to remind me not to cut out all the shapes at once.







It turned out to be impossible to cut out the shape in one go, so I created quite a pile of paper. This was just from the outline! The tiny bits that I cut out of the lighthouse later left even a bigger mess;)







The papersculpture is build out of three layers: the story at the bottom, the outline of the middle layer (out of which I later cut the see through bits) and the top-layer of the lighthouse (here still covered by the template).







A closer look at the middle layer: to cut the see through parts I folded down the shapes in the template that were part of the toplayer to prevent myself from cutting too much.







Detail of balcony before cleaning up the corners. To give the illusion of a staircase inside the tower, I cut out windows on the toplayer.







Okay, I admit: I cheated a little on the middle layer by cutting out one shape for the light: I just didn't have the patience to make all those beam holes again. :-p







Checking depth and see through bits. I used the small cut out snippets in the banner too; I made several photos of the left over piles of paperbits, and made them woosh in the clouds;)







To test shading and lightfall, I made several photo's of the lighthouse in a (fake) book. I ended up recreating the effect in the banner by mixing together different photos digitally.







Complete lighthouse after cleaning up the rough edges.\o/ Below you'll find an animation to show how the lighthouse ended up in the banner:)




If you want to know more about my drawing technique, scroll on. Seen enough babbling behind the scenes? Click here to go right down for something extra:)

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The continued experiment with melting crayons
I used this technique before to colour my inversed papercut portraits. This time I wanted to actually draw shapes. I used a hot iron to heat the paper and then had about five seconds to colour with crayons before the paper cooled down and the crayon turned solid again. FYI: working from light to dark colours is best (just like with watercolours) you can add layers and horrible blobs can be recoloured by heating the same area again or by carefully scraping of the solid wax layer. There is a limit to the amount of fixing you can do though, so it's mostly taking a deep breath and just going for it;)




Pencil sketch covered with melted crayon. To get the shape of the drawing back, the next step is tracing the outline with marker... (Trick is to make a mirror version of the sketch on the back of the paper beforehand as the wax covers up the pencil;)







Detail of the waves I used in the background: I made a freeform with melted crayons in different shades of blue, then traced the outline with black marker.







Because the wax of the crayons cloggs up the marker-ink, you can only do short lines at the time before you have to do squiggles to remove the wax. I had an emergency black pencil on stand by;)







An earlier complete composition of all the seperate parts and first rough crayon sketch to check perspective.




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Animation WIP



After sending the above set up to my author, we debated the colours of Jensen's clothes and decided he looks best in green;) Here's a screenshot of the final composition and its layers (there were many more hidden while I was working on it, feel free to ask about filters and such;) Click for bigger size!




And finally: a gif of how I put the new drawing, the waves and the paper lighthouse together:


Sources
Sourcematerial and inspirational images are linked in my source-post. Beware: I also parked an NC17 papercut scene from my first BB-art set there. If you don't want to see it, don't scroll up after clicking the link;) Have a PG-rated image instead:


Something extra
Just like artist Jensen, I couldn't resist doing a quick sketchy thingy of sleeping Jared. Enjoy:


If you read the story, you'll notice I tried to recreate the setting of the sketchpad;)


Thank yous
Thank you, [livejournal.com profile] meus_venator, for writing an inspirational story and then waiting patiently until I was ready to fiddle:) Also thanks to the magnificent [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang mods for the smooth organisation.
Thank you, dear visitor, for stopping by! FYI: all comments are welcome;)

J.


BB2013 Artpost the first = J3! | my masterlist of artsy fiddling
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Date: 2013-07-03 06:12 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] wataru-kisugi.livejournal.com
Awesome artworks! I'm really impressed by the paper-sculpture! Also I'm toddler class concerning Photoshop, your explanation is very helpful. Thank you for sharing your wonderful works!!

Date: 2013-07-07 02:00 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
*blushes* Thank you. It's nice to know the peek at the process is somewhat educational;) Have fun experimenting in Photoshop!

Date: 2013-07-03 08:20 am (UTC)
fufaraw: mist drift upslope (Default)
From: [personal profile] fufaraw
This is all just amazing--what an incredible amount of detail and care you put into this. I can't imagine anything more perfect for this story. And I love the sketch of Jared against the window, too. Beautiful work!

Date: 2013-07-07 02:04 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you very much:) Seeing as you know the story inside and out, it's wonderful to hear that you think the art fits perfectly.

Date: 2013-07-03 09:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] maichan.livejournal.com
Awesome mixed media piece. I'm always impressed by paper cutting. I can't believe you made and sacrificed a (fake) book. Lovely job with the digital compositing as well.

Date: 2013-07-07 02:15 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
No actual books were hurt in the making of this art! To cut the lighthouse I printed a couple of copies of the complete story to fiddle with. I had six original models, about the size of a paperback. The open hard cover book I used as a base for testing shadows was not damaged at all thanks to carefully placed tape that allowed me to remove the added lighthouse pages after making the photos.

Thanks for your comment about the composition, that was one specific aspect I struggled with, so I'm thrilled it worked for you:)

Date: 2013-07-03 09:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] anniespinkhouse.livejournal.com
Wow. I love the effect of the book cut-out and mixed media - and I have a soft spot for Jensen in a beanie in the banner. The paper storm in the eye dividers is incredibly effective. Just lovely.

Date: 2013-07-07 02:22 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you! Pleased as punch to hear the paper storm comes across. Have a Jensen with a beanie;)

Date: 2013-07-03 10:00 am (UTC)
sylsdarkplace: Aubrey Beardsley's Salome & St John (Default)
From: [personal profile] sylsdarkplace
Wow, really cool art! As other's have said, I love the mixed media. The paper sculpture is wonderful, the paper storm in the dividers, the sketch of Jared by the window -- you pull it all together really well to reflect the mood and narrative. Well done!

Date: 2013-07-07 02:26 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
:-) Thank you! I wasn't sure all the parts would come together, as I used so many different types of media. I'm happy to know they do all feel connected to the same story:)

Date: 2013-07-03 10:50 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tmn1966.livejournal.com
Amazing and wowtacular (yes, that's right, I needed to mash words together for you because that's just how awesome you are - you deserve new words!).

I love how you share your work with us. It's inspiring to see your creative process. The banner is just gorgeous. All the little details and I do love the colors - the brightness of it.

I think the chapterheaders are divine. I love seeing just the eyes and the cleverness of you using the actual story in the numbers.

I've been looking at this post for a while now, just amazed at the wonderful job you've done yet again. And the bonus piece of Jared sleeping... just so beautiful.

Great job, honey!! You once again leave me in awe of your talent. ♥♥♥

Date: 2013-07-07 02:34 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
*beams* Oh you. I so love your detailed comments and now you're even creating new words?! Thanks so much:)

After all the fiddling the artwork still lacked a Jared. I wasn't sure about my drawing abilities but seeing as it is supposed to be a quick sketch that Jensen makes in the story, I figured it could work;)

Date: 2013-07-03 11:32 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cassiopeia7.livejournal.com
Magnificent! Your pieces never fail to amaze me. NEVER. Paper sculpture, a fake book(!), and melted-crayon color/sculpture -- oh, the voodoo that you can achieve with x-acto knives and crayons! I love your beautiful blue wax waves, just love them! And the dividers are simply breathtaking. Brava, bb, brava!! ♥♥♥

*snags the artist!Dean icon*

Date: 2013-07-07 02:40 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you! <3

Once I realized I simply had to build the lighthouse from the actual story, I tried to make it as real as possible. I printed a couple of paperback sized copies before I started cutting. Obviously I didn't share the try-outs when I kind of ruined the pages, but no actual books were hurt in the making of this art;)

The waves were so much fun to do, I'm definitely going to do some abstract work with those crayons in the future.

Date: 2013-07-03 01:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dulcetine.livejournal.com
Wow!!! I love the cover and what caught my eye the most was the lighthouse! I thought it was beautifully made. Then I scroll further to see the entire process and craftsmenship that went into making it and I'm like WUT WOAH so very in awe!!

Your melted crayon usage for painting is so clever and cute as well! Waaaah!! So talented! I love everything!

Date: 2013-07-07 02:44 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thanks! I'm glad seeing the process made you like the art even more. Melting crayons is messy and fun:)

Date: 2013-07-03 02:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] confuzed.livejournal.com
These are pretty fantastic! THe sketch of Jared sleeping is my favorite :)

Date: 2013-07-07 02:46 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Ahw, thank you! I'm very fond of sleeping Jared;)

Date: 2013-07-03 02:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] heartblowswild.livejournal.com
Beautiful work! I really loved the sleeping Jared sketch and the light house (gorgeous work) mixed into the colored drawing. The shades of blue in the close up of the waves was nice, too. :)

Date: 2013-07-07 02:48 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you! The waves were a fun freestyle experiment. I'm pleased to hear they work together with the paperart in the banner:)

Date: 2013-07-03 03:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] tebtosca.livejournal.com
So creative and fantastic. I love all your stuff!

Date: 2013-07-07 02:48 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you very much:)

Date: 2013-07-03 03:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] harrigan.livejournal.com
This may be my favorite art of this year's [livejournal.com profile] spn_j2_bigbang! I especially love to see artists do something really different - and the how-they-did-it is especially fascinating! You rock! (As usual.)

Date: 2013-07-07 02:50 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you so much for your awesome comment, you're making me blush (and squee;)! It's nice to know the artwork stands out in a good way *g*

Date: 2013-07-03 03:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] celtic-forest.livejournal.com
This is absolutely brilliant! Wow!

Date: 2013-07-07 02:51 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Wahey, thank you!

Date: 2013-07-03 03:52 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] lylithj2.livejournal.com
These are all so amazing! Thank you so much for sharing your process. That was so interesting. The 3D from the paper really comes through and makes great texture.
And I love the dividers with their pretty eyes and the storm of book pages
Great work!

Date: 2013-07-07 02:53 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you! I'm glad the 3D works in the banner. The eyes in the dividers were mesmerizing while building the layers of storm;)

Date: 2013-07-03 04:24 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] sammycolt24.livejournal.com
Holy moly where do I start?!! I remember reading the summaries at claiming and this one caught my attention (as it did everybody else's :) Anywho, so happy it made it to you because lighthouses are so beautiful. I just came back from Maine and the lighthouses there are absolutely amazing. I really like the style you did the art in, it is so fitting, and how you even printed out the story--I saw Jensen's name and that just made the art more memorable. I also love the sketch of Jared too. The headers are fabulous, I can just look into their eyes and wonder what their stories are. Absolutely fantastic job, thanks for sharing.

Date: 2013-07-07 02:59 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
I did indeed grab the summary for the lighthouse :-) Of course then I had trouble deciding on how to visualize it, but it's such an awesome image to play with and I'm glad my author was patient enough to let me experiment:)
I tried not to give too much away from the story in the pages I used in the sculpture, but I also did want to make it obvious that it was build out of the story. I'm glad you noticed!
Thank you for your lovely comment:)

Date: 2013-07-03 05:59 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] equally-dour.livejournal.com
Wow, such beautiful work!
Edited Date: 2013-07-03 05:59 pm (UTC)

Date: 2013-07-07 02:59 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you very much:)

Date: 2013-07-03 06:27 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blondebitz.livejournal.com
Fantastic artwork!

Truly original and creative artwork from the wax crayon/ink waves to the cutout lighthouse in a book! A touch of genius!

Date: 2013-07-07 03:00 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you! Genius, eh? I'm very flattered you think so:)

Date: 2013-07-03 07:14 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] blythechild.livejournal.com
Good gawd, honey - what a lot of work! The results speak for themselves - this is fabulous work that shows how much consideration you gave to the source material ;)

I'll admit that paper layering is something that I've tried and failed at repeatedly, so my hat's off to you for the success that you've achieved here (though given the tremendous shadow puppets from your link above, I take it that you have experience here).

Lovely, lovely stuff. Congratulations!

Date: 2013-07-07 03:09 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thanks very much:)

Obviously I'm not sharing all the failed bits in this experiment, or the post would be even longer;)
So far I tried a lot of different ways to create images out of paper; I haven't settled on a favorite technique yet. If you're curious, check out my papercuttingart tag for other -less complicated- methods of playing with paper. (I started with portraits)

Date: 2013-07-03 09:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kros-21.livejournal.com
omg what a wonderful, precise and exhausting work! I'm impressed!
you did put a lot of energy into this but it definitely paid off!
And thanks for explaining us how you got there, it was really interesting and cool!
well done!

Date: 2013-07-07 03:14 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you! Battling with blades and paper was indeed sometimes a struggle, so I'm glad you enjoyed the process and the result:)

Date: 2013-07-03 09:42 pm (UTC)
sillie: Aidan curls drawing (BigBang2013J2HalfHeads)
From: [personal profile] sillie
Oh wow, this looks great! I take my hat of to you for the patience you had with the papercutting. It looks like so much work. Also, love, love the drawing you did. And yes, Jensen looks great in green. :D

Date: 2013-07-07 03:16 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thanks! Well, it was messy work to say the least;) So happy to hear you like my drawing. Hey, author said he looks good in green, I couldn't agree more *grins*

Date: 2013-07-03 10:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] trishabooms.livejournal.com
I found it quite fascinating to see how you put all this together. It looks absolutely amazing, you should be very proud of yourself.

Thank you so much for the insights. Your author must be thrilled to bits!

Date: 2013-07-07 03:20 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you very much, I do feel accomplished:) The concept of the story was inspirational, I'm very happy my author let me play with that!

Date: 2013-07-03 10:25 pm (UTC)
meus_venator: (Storms Eye Illo Jensen)
From: [personal profile] meus_venator
Love it! * throws paper storm confetti * Love it all to bits!

It all just turned out so splendidly.
It's funny I work in photoshop all day, but there is something so different in the feel of something 3D and tactile like your paper cut out lighthouse (LOVE your walk-through tutorial as well, BRILLIANT to see it all coming together and it's MINE, ALL MINE! LOL rolls around in fic art). * Coughs * where was I? Oh yes, Photoshop: You may work with it in photoshop afterward, but that hand crafted feeling stays with the piece and makes it so unique, so rooted in real life.

You know how I feel about this, but it certainly bears repeating here. Not only do I love the style and craft of the work, but I love the way you had the concept built into everything. Nothing is just pretty for pretty's sake, it all wraps back into the story and is symbolic of Jared and Jensen's journey. Your art crystallizes the storm of emotions and danger swirling around them and the lighthouse as a key element is so perfect because it is where all the pivotal moments of the story take place.

Just absolutely amazing work. I can only hope my words do it justice.
And yes Jensen and green :-)
Edited Date: 2013-07-03 10:28 pm (UTC)

Date: 2013-07-07 03:34 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
*twirls with you through confetti* I'm so happy we got together, even if there was a bit of a struggle to find the right medium (I really made that first lighthouse look like a candy cane;) I couldn't have gotten here without you poking the first sketch and forcing me to take that step further to really get where I wanted to go. That extra layer of mystery in your story was the biggest inspiration of course.

Even though I was profesionally trained in Photoshop, in my job I mostly work with QuarkXpress (*spit*Indesign*spit*) and Illustrator. I didn't really start experimenting with PS until I discovered fandom. It was also thanks to fandom (Gishwhes to be more specific) that I rediscovered my love for hands on arts and crafts. I'm really glad I managed to make a combination of media. I agree that digital fiddling is fun, but you can't beat the feeling of making a mess in real life *grins*

I'm thrilled you noticed the touch of darkness I tried to put into the pieces, I was worried about the lack of angst, but didn't want to give too much of the content of the story away (even if I hinted at it in the sketch;)

Date: 2013-07-04 01:46 am (UTC)
ext_12410: (jensen - cw promo)
From: [identity profile] tsuki-no-bara.livejournal.com
how cool! i love the 3d effect with the lighthouse and that you used the actual text of the story to make it and the chapter numbers. also the melted crayon is really neat.

Date: 2013-07-07 03:37 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Thank you! The chapternumbers were a bit of a challenge as I didn't want to spoil the story;) Melting crayons is a lot of fun:)

Date: 2013-07-04 02:15 am (UTC)
snickfic: Buffy looking over her shoulder (Default)
From: [personal profile] snickfic
I always love seeing you talk about your process, especially for you paper-sculpture stuff - it's like nothing else I've seen, and it is so cool. I really love how it offsets the lighthouse from the rest of the background, while still grounding it in words, in story (which I gather is related to the fic, which I haven't read yet).

Very neat. :D

Date: 2013-07-07 03:41 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Ahw, thank you. I'm always worried the tour behind the scenes is not very interesting.
Yes, when you read the fic you'll understand that building the lighthouse out of the story itself was not just a gimmick *grins* (You're welcome to come back here afterwards to discover which scenes I cut the banner and chapter numbers from!)

Date: 2013-07-04 05:04 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] brokenhighways.livejournal.com
Wow! I suppose I should comment on the art first but I have to say that I love how you organised your art post. And the art itself is fantastic. You've done a really good job. Seeing how you did it all makes me like it even more. :)

Thank you for sharing!

Date: 2013-07-07 03:43 pm (UTC)
ext_63196: (BigBang2011)
From: [identity profile] beelikej.livejournal.com
Oh, that's a wonderful comment! I spent a lot of time coding my artposts, so I'm very pleased that was not in vain:) Thank you for the nice comment about the designs as well!
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